i caught up with a sista friend yesterday.
when we talk,
it is always a deep conversation about life.
the topic was black people.
we got onto the subject of skin color.
she said that if beyonce was as dark as her,
she would not have nearly the amount of success that she has.
“i kinda agree”.
she also pondered why these sistas in the industry always dye their hair blonde?
i often wondered myself because many of them looking stunning with darker hair.
before we hung up,
she said i should thank my parents i am able to “pass“.
“life is not to kind to dark berries,” she said.
that part left me confused…
… but i got it.
i wanted to say it hasn’t got me a job,
i started to wonder if the lighter the skin,
the more open the magic door of acceptance?
according to her,
be amazing if you “pass“?…
and dez bryant are all chocolate wolves who are the fantasies of some.
some would argue it’s because they are in another tax bracket.
not to mention they are dominant and aggressive.
i find snow bunnies love them a deep dark mandingo dick in their life
in the lifestyle however,
the darker you are,
the harder it is to find someone.
unless like a fox was telling me you dress and look really fly.
even have a body like this:
being black in this world is hard enough as it is.
at the end of the day,
no matter the complexion or eye color,
we are still niggers (excuse my french) to white people.
until we are in “a higher tax bracket” will we find the respect.
you are still walking on egg shells with whites.
god forbid black people turn on you when you get there.
it think we experience it worse from our own.
the light one bugs me.
he continuously says he doesn’t date dark skin people,
but puts his dick in the holes of his dark friend on the side.
is it because of this:
…that he “degrades” himself to fuck someone dark?
as soon as those big black cheeks spread open,
he suddenly forgets?
it puzzles me.
i like all shades.
as long as you turn me on with your looks/body,
then we can make moves.
others don’t have the luxury to be ike me.
shit the best pipe i ever had was with some dark.
we all trying to get in where we fit in.
a fat ass is not enough anymore.
there are some wolves who don’t even think my “light” is passing.
you need to be the exxxotical fantasy.
people always say being gay is a hard life to live but,
Is gay AND being dark even worse?
i started to wonder…