in my head,
and i’ve ( x fonted it before ),
something happened to flash brown.
i don’t know if it was when he was in prison,
or just the path of male sex work in general,
but his outcome is really interesting.
as you know,
he looked like this before:

^you can listen to this interview from 2015 on youtube

…but like a pokemon,
he has evolved into what appears to be his final to the final form.
an F-BI sent me “mya” and Foxhole…

i managed to save up a whole stack so far.
i’m trying to be on the next thing smoking,
sooner than later.
if i can get 3k in the next 2 months,
i’m gonna put down my security deposit on my own place.

i was trying to be in The Foxhole this week,
find my rhythm again,
but it gets difficult when you’re staying with a chaos agent (maybe i’ll nickname them that)
this week was yet another installment of:

“the jordan peele movie that i didn’t know i was casted in”

the latest drama was them losing the whole apartment…

sometimes after the breakup,
i know those “LooK YaLLz! ThIs Is mY MaNZ!” posts hit different.

i like megan thee stallion,
and i don’t understand all the unwarranted hate she gets,
but her relationship with klay thompson was a lesson in…

nate.
cassie.
maddy.

like in real life,
we’ve seen a “nate” choose a “cassie” over a ‘maddy”.
“it ain’t gonna last” is what we always say/font and then:

we hear about them getting married,
having kids,
and/or leveling up.

it leaves us confused but as this weird season of “euphoria” unfolds,
that’s the only dynamic that has me paying attention.
it made me think about something i’ve seen play out in real life…

back shots?
bussy baby?
these are the names of the folks that ray j is cool with at the “gaygency”.
who in the what?
i can’t and also:

i thought ray j was near death or something?

at this point,
his career is just trolling.
he hosts shows on zeus and trolls on social media.
sounds like a cushy job for the ill and near death tbh.
anyhoo,
ray j was on cam newton’s show and cam asked him if he is gay.
how he answered…

a wolf slid me his number yesterday.
i had spoken to him on the phone at work and he sounded cute.
like,
really cute.
usually,
that is not the case with some males on the phone.
anyway,
the part that got me was when he said…