“Jamari,
your readers can’t tell you what we saw.
We were there and you were dating that dude…”

there was also many things i didn’t share.
so i was having a conversation with karaoke today.
we got into a bunch of topics about relationships,
but the one about my relationship with work wolf randomly came up.
i never wanted to believe i was dated work wolf.
i thought dating was something completely different…

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Are we upset about what is happening?
Or is it about what we fear might happen next?

as you know,
today marks a new forest order.
it was one of those days where impeding doom hit like a freight train.
hell,
i was moody the entire weekend.
when i finally sat with myself,
the real question hit me…

You ever felt depressed but because of society or whatever,
you forced yourself to be together when you didn’t feel like it?

“It’s okay to not be okay.”

the handsome one said that last night.
he was saying how he hasn’t been feeling his best.
between the LA fires,
everything happening in the news,
and Lord knows the idea of what the next four years looks like.
his honesty was refreshing.
this good looking wolf admitting he was not ok at his moment.
i’m going to go with a controversial hot take…

How do you hold on to hope when the forests seem to be falling apart?

2025 came in like an uninvited guest who trashed the place before the party even started.
first…

i was taken back,
i won’t lie.
it also made me hornier than i already was…

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What does it feel like to have both love and lust in perfect harmony?

i ask because this video of august alsina and zu has been living rent-free in my head.

not because i want august but because that energy,
that intimacy,
that undeniable connection is what i crave.
imagine being so drawn to your partner that you’re counting down the minutes until you hit the crib?
the way august looks into the camera,
clueless about the climbing that is heading his way,
does something to me.
if my manz don’t like at me like this when he sees me:

we have absolutely nothing to talk about.
here’s the issue tho…