…and when i font that i wasn’t ready.
so last week…

i like the phrase,
“two things can be true at the same time“.
in some cases,
three things.
the barbie vixen is one of the most talented female rappers of this generation and:

she completely took a fat shit on her base aligning with the person who runs this country

its some of the comments under “the neighborhood talk” posts for me…

he is into you.
it’s pretty obvious that he’s attracted to you.
he treats you like you are his boyfriend without officially saying/fonting it yet.
the issue tho:

he is in a “situation” with a vixen,
whether married or partnered up.

those types are always so attractive,
aren’t they?
forbidden fruit usually is.
so you are fakin’ it til you make it,
being open and available while he navigates between you both.
like a temp-to-perm job,
your goal is to be hired.
have you noticed something tho…

i don’t know if you ever felt that way,
you’ll be excited about something when it’s presented to you,
but the novelty wears off when the time starts to approach.
for halloween,
my boss wants us all to dress up as a group.
the theme:

toy story

this wasn’t like a group vote.
we didn’t suggest it or even have a say.
it was came up to us and was like,
“this would be cool cause i saw this on social media so get a costume!“.

halloween is next week and i’m not really feeling it.
not only that…

in my complex,
when i’m coming home from work,
i always look through people’s homes.
i know,
creep much?
in my defense,
people’s blinds are up and everything is on display.
i feel like they do this for folks like me.
there is one spot i always look in since its close to my apartment.
it’s a gay couple of an asian and white male…

i was telling my therapist today that i really admire “the bold bitch“.
karaoke is one of my first examples in life of “the bold bitch”.
i have really admired her since i first met her.
she isn’t mean or rude to people.
people love being around her.
she just has that “she don’t play that“.
she isn’t easily shaken and is in control of herself.

B. I. T. C H.
“BEING IN TOTAL CONTROL of HERSELF”

my first example of it was when we we worked together…