…there was a Fox who thought he was the most invisible guy in the forests.

“If I’m supposedly attractive,
why am I not being treated that way?” he’d ask his late friend,
Star Fox.

Star Fox would notice wolves checking him out but for some reason,
the Fox never saw it for himself.
he would go out and feel lost in the forest of indifference.
it echoed the loneliness of his youth,
where he felt unseen and insignificant.
but then in 2020,
a turning point in his life happened…

I’m sitting here,
crying,
and i don’t know why.
It might be the energy of the day or morning.
i dunno.

I’m not even going to hold you but I’ve been angry too.

as i have been going deep inside with shadow work,
it has me revisiting past moments in my life.
instead of feeling depressed about them,
i’ve been feeling rightfully annoyed.
it has also made me rightfully horny too.
having fantasies in a way that i never have…

yesterday,
i was looking at a picture i took of work wolf and…

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we are in one of the hardest times in our lives.
from our cities being overrun with crime,
the cost of living being unbearable,
and dating being an absolute shit show,
we are all holding on by a tiny thread.
we are one “something” away from losing our minds.
social media was supposed to be an escape but it’s been highlighting that…

so as you know,
or didn’t,
but i took a 100 day challenge of shadow work.
every day,
i’d answer 2 questions from various shadow work websites in my journal.
( x this one )
( x this one )
i’m at day 95 and proud of myself that i stuck with it.
what i’ve learned confronting my shadow…

i’m going to font something because of all this conversation on black with white partnering.
i hope it doesn’t come off nasty because that isn’t the intent but i felt triggered after the last entry.
i’m asking God to allow my fingers to word my thoughts correctly…