i’m starting to understand The Universe as i go.
it was really confusing to me,
but i think that was the issue.
i was making it a bigger deal than it needed to be.
for a long time,
i asked The Universe:
“Why isn’t this happening?!
I asked for it!
that seems to have changed because i’m getting more “in sync” than ever.
i was on my twitter feed and saw this tweet:
How y’all feel about these pic.twitter.com/iY1GwIhxb8
— King❤️ (@HartofGold91) August 28, 2019
that polaroid jacket made me so hard foxhole…
we all have something that doesn’t work when we need it to.
it could be:
your bawdy KNOW you got that event to go to,
something don’t fit when it should.
you can’t call out of work,
but that one time you need to be healthy,
you on your death bed.
you was trying to drop the whole dick off in someone,
but the one time you was trying to show tf out,
the dick ain’t getting hard
it could be some of that,
but my skin loves to explode with acne at the wrong time.
i had every intention of getting up to do laundry today.
instead i woke up and was all wrapped up in good “fuck it“.
i decided to head to target for some household shit,
but i used that as an excuse to do something else.
*insert dramatic music*
my foxy senses are intense these days.
more intense than normal.
i seem to pick up people’s energy really quickly nowadays.
lately at work,
i’ve been feeling like an outcast at the “cool table” at work.
that shouldn’t bother me because i’ve always been an outcast.
with some of the straight wolves at my job,
i can feel the distance from them.
even with some males and foxholers i converse with online.
it’s a weird season for me.
as i was coming home on the train today,
i had some really intense energy about mi.
in my head,
i got these random thoughts that she had died or something…
there is a beautiful black vixen at my job.
it was her birthday today and i sat in for the festivities.
i don’t know her that well,
but i’m pretty familiar with her.
when i first saw her,
i thought she was stunning.
as i listened to all of the lives she touched in that room,
one common theme stood out…
“I always imagined a theatrical debut for you.”
that was my Cousin Hybrid on sunday of last week.
who KNEW that was the play that was being set up?
so i’ll be honest with you foxhole…
It was sitting on my spirit to reveal myself for a while now.
it wasn’t under the right circumstances tho…
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