so i’ve been on a journey of healing and i can font,
i’m ready to get back out there and date again.
i took a step back so i could refocus.
i got hurt with the recent last wolf i was interested in and enough was enough.
as i’m getting ready to make my comeback,
i started to really think about what i’m looking for…

i always wonder what the end of the world is going to be like.
i grew up in a religious household and heard its the last days every other sentence.
so will it be fire stones from the heavens fall upon us?
will all the ones going to heaven be encased in a protective bubble?
will we battle zombies until we eventually turn into one?
or will the ground open up and swallow us whole?
that last one was how i felt yesterday in new yawk.
new yawk was hit with a 4.8 earthquake and i was out in these forests…

omg that is how the Youtubers title their videos.

i’ve learned in life,
especially as a blogger,
that people will admire you UNTIL you say or font something they don’t agree with.
it’s a thing called “life“.
as gay males,
we know what its like to live our lives one way and be ostracized after coming out.
it happens to the best and the worst of us.
i wrote something yesterday that caused quite the stir.

i didn’t think anything of it when i wrote it because i’m usually poppin off at the fingers.
it was taken out of context so let’s address it but first…

my straight friend said to me the other day:

“I hope people realize that Trump is going to be president.
I really hope they aren’t thinking otherwise.”

as much as i wanted to throw my shoe at his head,
he isn’t the first person to say this to me.
gay and straight.
IRL or on the Foxhole.
everyone is starting to pick sides the faster we approach voting season.
i mean,
let’s be real…

So some shit happened…

as you know,
i have no problem being transparent with the Foxhole.
for those who have been following since the beginning,
you know i have shared my own shit with ya’ll.
you guys have shared so many personal things with me.

I’m grateful that ya’ll have allowed me to be ugly and admit some of my dumbest shit.

the following happened yesterday and tbh,
it really fucked up my plans to spend some time within The Foxhole.
the following is gonna be TMI and it might be gross to some…

am i the only one who thinks the straights are getting a little weird?
they use to talk so much shit about us but these days:

I think the straights are weird AF.

now i don’t know if these two are gay,
cause they’ll be still weird if they’re gay,
but they decided to show us a ton of sex positions but in one minute…