This has been a tough upcoming holiday season.
2019 has been the pits.
it seems many people are losing folks left and right.
in the last week…
so the mercury retrograde is finally over.
this one was in scorpio.
i never hated scorpio so much.
for those who don’t know what the mercury retrograde is,
well via “horoscope.com“…
i woke up with something on my spirit that i wanted to share with the foxhole.
i went to bed with ari lennox and her beef with the “soul train awards” on my mind.
this was the first thought when i woke up.
We HAVE to stop chasing things/people/males that don’t want us
i have been suffering from it but i had my “a-ha” moment last night…
Is it God or the devil that tests us?
have you ever wished things came easier like it does for other people?
you had a pretty chill life with minimal bs being throw at you?
i know that’s silly to think that,
but i’m tired of being tested.
that is what one of my foxholers told me he nicknamed some of these wolves.
no matter the role,
be out here giving folks the blues.
you think you got a good one and you’re in for a 6 month long depression.
hair falling out
thinking about him 24/7
i’m over playing blue’s clues with these pineapples.
so my foxholer and i made a pact that i encourage the foxhole to join on.
i need you to sit down.
the following is going to make you scream.
so i’m sitting on the train coming home.
a ton of delays so it’s moving slow.
i’m in the corner seat by myself and it’s crowded af.
in front of me,
this dude is pressed up against this woman.
mid 20s-early 30s hood pineapple in a fly outfit.
from how it looked,
i thought they were together.
he was all up behind her.
i couldn’t see faces but i just saw their mid sections.
as the train was approaching my stop,
i see this thing start dripping in the floor.
i thought it was something dripping out the woman’s bag.
when i lookedddddddddddddddddddddd…