with all of my past jobs,
i’ve always put the foxhole first.
no matter what time i came home,
i would hop on the foxhole to catch up.
with this last job,
i noticed i wasn’t doing any of that.
my days were always so busy and by the time i got home,
all i wanted to do was sleep.
not only that…
often times when we ask God for something,
shit tends to go south very quickly.
you can’t expect to get anything in life that easy.
you often have to put in a ton of work to achieve your goal.
so when i’m trying to manifest something i truly desire,
i’ve always noticed that it never comes easily.
when we are in school,
we must take a test at the end of a semester.
you will be tested in the school of hard knocks.
now i don’t know if it’s just me…
when i came into this meeting today,
i thought it was to touch base about upcoming tedious work nonsense.
not for nothing,
but our meetings are rather annoying,
i hate them.
well it wasn’t a meeting about upcoming tedious work nonsense.
as soon as i sat down,
it was told to me that this was a meeting about “things brought to their attention about me“.
Who knew I was walking into an ambush this afternoon?
golly gee oh my…
it’s time to say goodbye…
i love the law of attraction.
from very young,
when i would think of something i wanted,
it would somehow appear to me really quickly.
in the teachings of the law of attraction,
you have to act like you already have it.
“fake it til you make it”.
i would apply that same method when i met someone i was interested in.
they would have to show signs they were interested in me also.
i would consciously imagine we were already together in being an optimist.
the problem is… Continue reading “i have a nasty habit”