in my complex,
when i’m coming home from work,
i always look through people’s homes.
i know,
creep much?
in my defense,
people’s blinds are up and everything is on display.
i feel like they do this for folks like me.
there is one spot i always look in since its close to my apartment.
it’s a gay couple of an asian and white male…

back shots?
bussy baby?
these are the names of the folks that ray j is cool with at the “gaygency”.
who in the what?
i can’t and also:

i thought ray j was near death or something?

at this point,
his career is just trolling.
he hosts shows on zeus and trolls on social media.
sounds like a cushy job for the ill and near death tbh.
anyhoo,
ray j was on cam newton’s show and cam asked him if he is gay.
how he answered…

some vixens drive me crazy with this shit…

so as you know,
or didn’t,
i was displaced out of my home of over 15+ years.
i’m in a whole new forest,
temporarily(?),
as i get back on all my paws.
Foxhole:

the males here are FINE.

we will font about them when i start mingling.
i don’t want to shit where i eat buttttttttttttt:

ima be strategic with my mouth and hole.

anyhoo,
a vixen started talking to me yesterday and was filling me in.
so there is a gay male that is really poppin’ on socials here.
so she gonna ask me if the males in his videos are also gay.

strike 1

so i said i don’t know,
and even if i did,
that’s not my story to tell.
this is what she gonna say to me in response…

for all of us who watched “scandal”,
“house of cards”,
and “the 2024 election”,
we know how cutthroat politics can be.
with this following story,
i don’t know if i should be on the side of justice or “all heros don’t wear capes”.
above is gilles artigues,
a former deputy and roman catholic in france,
who was known for speaking out against gay marriage.
his rival and french mayor,
gaël perdriau,
wanted to show the french forests that he may not have approved of gay marriage but…

when i was a kid,
my mother bought me a doll.
i think my mother would have been okay with me being gay tbh.
it wasn’t barbie or a baby doll,
but it was def a doll the size of a ninja turtle.
i loved this doll and played with it along with my action figures.

the way i played with toys was usually superhero shit.
the female characters were either fighting or were “damsels to rescue”.
i would create worlds with my imagination,
often times taking boxes and making tanks or battleships.

well,
one day my doll up and disappeared.
anytime my grandmother wasn’t home,
i tore her house down looking for my doll.
at a young age,
i could sense fuck shit so i KNEW she had something to do with it.

when my mother died,
she admitted she tossed it in the trash.

when i tell people this story,
they were always empathetic.
i was also told from many people that incident created trauma too.
the things our parentals did to make sure “we weren’t gay“.
when i see parents like…

i haven’t even seen “lightyear” and they still talking about this movie.
it came out in 2022 and it has traumatized the straights.

i’m tired of podcasters nowadays.
i’m equally tired of straight male podcasters but thats a whole nother story.
for one,
many of these folks don’t ask the right questions.
they invite celebs on so they can farm clout and get in their circles.
if it’s not bending over,
it’s swallowing the entire contents of the balls.
it annoys me because i don’t come to watch a circle jerk.
i can sub to an OF for that.
snoop went on “it’s giving” podcast and i’m so disgusted with him and this bimbo.
he is still in his feelings over a gay couple in “lightyear” that it has terrified him…