jussie smollett is off to the directing races.
as you know,
he is bringing “b-boy blues” in his directorial debut.
filming has begun in new yawk and i saw some of the cast via “daily mail”…
^this is the toxic “pick me” shit i be talmbout.
so i’ve come to notice that the songs of today represent the climate of relationships.
ive broken them down into the many types:
We suck together,
but we will be toxic because we are scared of being alone.”
“I fucks with you,
but i fucks with my side hoe even more.
I don’t like you or the side hoe.
Ya’ll placeholders because I’m still in love with my ex.”
“I LOVE fuckin you and you love fuckin me…
We are a glorified fwb that pretend to be a couple.
We are just fuckin because it’s convenient and we both need sex.”
the gays are all of that plus:
“I want to come home to someone,
but since The Bible said men can’t be tied down to one person,
we will do an open relationship until we go nowhere.”
nothing about the music today makes you want to fall in love like the 90s and early 00s.
it’s all built on the foundation of sex,
the following flew down my twitter timeline and reminded me of a toxic song scenario.
it’s a vixen singing the top 100 tune of:
“doing too much for a wolf,
but what has he done for her besides give her dick?“…
ever since i read this twitter thread,
i have not been able to stop thinking about it.
it hit me so hard,
i shared it in my foxhole ig stories.
i really appreciated that many of the foxhole had opinions about it.
“lovecraft country” helped shed light on what our ancestors dealt with,
but the extent of what they dealt with is so horrific.
some of the abuse can’t be shown on film,
no matter how much they try to water it down.
this particular meme in the thread made me think about homosexuality in the black community.
it was about “buck breaking” and…
like that last entry,
celebrities are only good as their last scandals.
it’s not unusual for us to like some drama in our celebs.
it sells books and movies,
but it also creates real-life characters that make us watch their every move.
believe it or not,
trump has mastered the art of it.
who i didn’t even realize was the kid in “maid in manhattan” with jlo:
…and starred in mtv’s “teen wolf”,
has decided to jump the shark apparently.
he recently came out as pansexual in an interview:
but then he went here…
i remember that one time i was supposed to go live in florida with my uncle after my mother died.
all the way down to miami to start a new life.
needless to say,
that didn’t work out.
after driving for hours,
i stayed in a hotel down in south carolina.
it was called “south of the border“.
the only reason i stayed is that there was a big ass ferris wheel at the entrance.
whoever stayed in the room next to me was getting turnt tf out.
the walls were so thin that i heard the whole sex session from my room.
as much as it turned me on,
it annoyed tf outta me because i had to be on the road early the next morning.
she was OD on the moaning,
but the wolf was cute so i can see why she was moaning her head off.
i had to see what he looked like the next morning at check out.
so i saw this on twitter tonight…
when i was first learning about who i was,
i was told to read the book “b-boy blues” by james earl hardy.
i was around the time i discorvered e lynn harris as well.
for the life of me,
i can’t remember what “b-boy blues” is about like i can with e lynn’s books,
but i know it was a fantasy i wish came to life.
jussie smollett wants to bring that fantasy to the big screen…