…and when i font that i wasn’t ready.
so last week…

^this is how i know van aka @vanliftstuff.
when you go on his twitch stream,
you’ll probably see “dead by daylight” and “massive biceps“.
i’m not complaining because i love the view.
this is what he actually looks like:

unfortunately,
a F-BI fonted to me something that shocked me about van.
they said that van was being alleged homophobic with his twitch chat.

i was taken aback because he was always cool when we have fonted.
so as you know,
if i have access to you,
i’ll send you a message about any allegations.
i posted a story and @ him today because that is usually the fox signal.
i like to get to the top of the story.
van and i had a chat about it and this is what he had to font…

i always find it eerie when someone’s posts their final pic,
tweet,
or status message before their untimely death.
sydney loofe was on her way for a second date with who she thought was “the one”,
but didn’t realize that would be the last night she would be alive.

she was found cut up in pieces in 13 trash bags on the side of the highway.

i was creeped out while watching a hulu docuseries,
“swipe right on the devil“,
and it had me shook at like 3am.
it was only 3 episodes but i had to finish.
she met her end matching with psychopaths on on tinder,
but the entire docuseries takes you down a crazy rabbit hole.
as they were looking for her body,
all kinds of other wild shit was happening too.
there was a main thought on my mind that stood out while watching…

he is into you.
it’s pretty obvious that he’s attracted to you.
he treats you like you are his boyfriend without officially saying/fonting it yet.
the issue tho:

he is in a “situation” with a vixen,
whether married or partnered up.

those types are always so attractive,
aren’t they?
forbidden fruit usually is.
so you are fakin’ it til you make it,
being open and available while he navigates between you both.
like a temp-to-perm job,
your goal is to be hired.
have you noticed something tho…

i find white wolves attractive,
but i never thought of being a self hater in my attraction.
i find all males attractive in general,
but if i was to date a white wolf,
it would strictly be off vibes and energy.

it’s never because he has white cause you know,
some of these jackals date a complexion rather than a person.

todrick hall has always been strange to me.
we have fonted about him in the past,
but an F-BI sent me a recent update about his new play,
“midnight“.
its a whole production about…

i don’t know if you ever felt that way,
you’ll be excited about something when it’s presented to you,
but the novelty wears off when the time starts to approach.
for halloween,
my boss wants us all to dress up as a group.
the theme:

toy story

this wasn’t like a group vote.
we didn’t suggest it or even have a say.
it was came up to us and was like,
“this would be cool cause i saw this on social media so get a costume!“.

halloween is next week and i’m not really feeling it.
not only that…