sidebar: i was supposed to do another book club & support group,
but life has been crazy for me.
we will have to revisit these things next year.
my apologies for those who were looking forward.
so i can’t remember the book,
as you know,
but jussie smollett is behind the upcoming movie.
it seems we have a release date on the way.
a foxholer sent me the ig post from @durandbernarr,
who is behind the soundtrack for the movie…
i love happy endings.
i love when the villains who did the innocent wrong get their comeupance.
it’s like the feeling we got when scar got killed by the hyenas in “the lion king”.
“die for killing mufasa,
i love when real-life hyenas get jail time for all the havoc they caused while being free.
remember the 4 hyenas who were robbing and humiliating gay males in texas?
they were using the app,
to cause chaos.
at one point,
they wiped one of the gay males with urine and shit.
( x this story was extremely disturbing )
they were all sentenced last week and…
*The following entry is rated M.
Viewer discretion is strongly advised.
zednray continues to be an interesting couple but is on-brand with dating in 2021.
you know the #couplegoals of 2021.
taking cute pictures on socials,
traveling to exotic locations,
taking all the pictures/videos down,
launching subs in ig stories,
and then getting back together a few more times until dating ptsd is gained.
what makes zednray interesting are they are two proclaimed wolves doing this.
quiet as kept,
i just told one of the foxholers that i feel like zed is secretly giving ray a good pounding.
my foxy senses have been lowkey thinking that.
look at The Universe because an f-bi sent in an alleged “truth or dare” video…
when i’m done; i’m done.
when jamari fox is turned off,
it’s really hard to turn him back on.
there are a few attentionistos who disrespected me and the foxhole in the past.
i’ve been sent their biceps,
and nothing will budge for me to find interest.
Add on how I’ve been killing it in therapy…
“i feel sorry for that man”.
this mercury retrograde has been an interesting one because i’ve been feeling the shifts.
there was a ps4 gaming group that i was in that i realized i outgrew.
i knew i was done when i fully removed myself from the group chat.
there was one member in the group that i was pretty close with,
but i realized early on they would side with them.
call it my foxy senses coming into play.
i was sent a whatsapp message after a month of being ignored.
there is no need to be nasty in your breakups…
they think you’re soft.
they think you’re weak.
they see you as feminine.
they’ve been talking about you.
they treat you the way that they do because they think you’re a f*ggot.
i’m gonna always be 100 with you.
so because of this,
they feel they can treat you the way that they have been taught.
they think you won’t fight back and you’ll take it whatever they dish out.
it’s like the animal kingdom.
the bigger animals underestimate the weaker ones.
silly they are.
see you have a superpower that you don’t realize…
i feel angry these days.
my therapist told me how this is a change from when i first started.
now i’m not gonna hold you,
but my anger isn’t making me bitter.
i’m actually still quite pleasant.
i’m not listening to sad songs and crying about things undone.
even within the darkness,
i still hold onto hope for a better tomorrow...