i spent my young adulthood looking for a wolf.
“looking” might be a passive word.
i was “desperately searching” for someone to complete me.
it was like i was lego blocks and i needed that one block to make me whole.
i would go outside and come home feeling depressed because i didn’t get any numbers.
when a wolf was even remotely attracted to me,
or so i thought,
i’d cling onto him because i thought he was my shot at feeling complete.
i might even have been a dreaded “pick-me” tbh.
i realized something that took me a while to get to.
it got documented on my IG stories…
imagine if your city was like batman’s “gotham“?
what if there was crime everywhere,
supervillains controlled certain territories,
and there was absolutely no batman or justice league to rescue us?
it kinda sounds like life in this country now tbh.
wants the entire country like gotham in regards to our justice system.
she thinks we need no jails,
and no surveillance… Continue reading “imagine a world with no jails, prisons, or surveillance (blm wants something like that)”
he asked me how he looked in his outfit as i sat on the table.
he looked good af.
the way his arms and chest looked in his shirt had me on brick.
the way his plump ass hugged his dress pants made me lose my mind slowly.
i don’t know if he was completely straight tho.
no fully straight male lets me touch him the way i do.
it wasn’t sexual,
but it way past the “uh i’m straight” line.
some straights are comfortable around gays,
but there is a limit they will not cross.
he was one of them.
i told him his shirt was sticking out in the back.
he walked over to me,
got between my legs,
and told me to tuck it in.
i was getting really overcome with horniness tbph.
in a bold move,
i tried something i never thought i would…
the nfl baller wolf.
the wolf i was interested in recently.
some other “straight” wolves i knew in my past.
they were all wolves who were straight but seemed to be curious and interested in me.
i have this thing where i can attract curious males like moths to a flame,
but because i’m so worried about being “wrong”,
i kept a respectful line.
it might have made them think i wasn’t interested even though i was.
i had a dream last night about ^that situation above with a past wolf i mentioned,
but i had to wonder…
attentionistos change like the phases of the moon.
one minute they are speaking positive shit and the next:
aside from the drilling and beatin’ these folks get in these videos,
it seems these onlyfans collabs are starting to get violent.
malik joseph allegedly stabbed pornstar and co-star knockout…
from the time i could remember,
i grew up within a strict Jehovah’s Witness household at the hands of my grandmother.
she used that religion to abuse me and other family members she raised.
my mother wasn’t about that religion or any religion for that matter.
she had no say in my grandmother’s rulership since i only saw her during the weekends.
once i got old enough to leave that religion,
i was out.
i found it really weird if you broke “the rules” within the
you are banished until they let you back in.
you can’t even speak to your own JW family because they have to shun you,
even if you all live together.
the pentecostal churches i found myself in after didn’t fare any better.
as you know:
I love to drag toxic Christianity and the members it serves.
it’s one of my many passions.
one of the foxholers sent me an ig post from krystal cox.
she is a lesbian and the church she attended sent her an interesting letter…
when jlo got with a-rod,
i seriously thought that it might work.
a-rod manifested jlo into his life:
they seemed really into each other on socials and their kids seem to take to the relationship well.
in typical jlo fashion,
something went wrong and they broke up.
( x see it here )
jlo has the ability to get wolves and a ring out of them,
but somewhere down the line,
it never works out.
i had to wonder…