i was a “jeffery” once or twice.
thank god i wasn’t as bad as his creep ass.
i only deal with aggressive wolves now.
once you show me signs of “negro play games son”,
i’m over you.
i never crawled into bed with my crush while he was sleep.
i also never exploded on my crush in front of a vixen he was interested in.
i was more of the internal “jeffery”.
the best kind.
have you ever met a straight wolf and fell for him?
something about him just turned you on?
you couldn’t explain it but everytime you saw him,
it was like something clicked inside you?
sadly for all of us in this lifestyle,
a majority of us have been a “jeffery”.
some worse than others.
don’t feel bad because it happens to the best of us…
i have/had a ton of straight wolf friends.
some of them ranged from ugly,
and fine as hell.
i knew they were straight because i assume everyone is straight.
sure the ones who look good make you want to know how it hangs,
but there are some lines i just won’t cross out of respect.
the issue is that one straight wolf who slips through the cracks.
he finds a way to touch you,
sit close to you,
or gaze in your eyes trying to read your soul.
those are the dangerous ones because it usually a big ass game.
he’s out there fuckin’ countless bitches.
you at home fuckin’ youself.
it always leaves you frustrated,
being a detective,
and questioning yourself.
“well he did this that day so that must mean…”
“well wait he is dating a vixen now but he just winked at me. wtf?”
“okay see right there that was a sign… i think… well shit i think so… ughhhhhhh.”
all of the wolves i have been attracted to,
that ones i was so sure about,
were always those “types”.
it was more of a emotional connection than a physical one.
i don’t know if i picked up on their curiosity,
or if i fox senses picked up on someone who wanted to fuck me,
but it was something about them that:
i believe that is why some foxes/hybrids/and wolves fall in the trap.
you meet him assuming he is straight,
but then something about that muthafucka “dinged” on your ass.
the “ding” be so fuckin loud that the only way it stops,
is when you get your question answered.
so you start paying attention more,
trying to figure out the codes,
and spending countless time on some bullshit that may never be answered.
the character of “jeffery” on haves and have nots.
he’s in love with wyatt,
but is it because he is “crazy in crush”?
or just plain cray cray?
has wyatt “dinged” his fox senses and he didn’t realize?
are you just picking up on your straight crush’s “ding”?
does fox/wolf/hybrid aka gaydar really exist?
or are we misunderstanding these “signs”?
a lot of the times these boy’s inner curiosity peaks with you,
and why shouldn’t it because you are amazing,
but they experiment with someone else.
the fem from his church who will suck the skin off his dick.
the wolf in his clique who was more aggressive than you were.
the entertainment industry where he gets turned out.
he is on jack’d or some online service lurking,
getting head in parking lots from paid strangers,
the main attraction at a secret sex party,
or the big favorite: going out of state to fulfill his curiosity.
so i started to wonder about being a “jeffery”…