a wolf slid me his number yesterday.
i had spoken to him on the phone at work and he sounded cute.
like,
really cute.
usually,
that is not the case with some males on the phone.
anyway,
the part that got me was when he said…

black bomber jacket
black jeans
birkenstock loafers

these ones for reference:

Foxhole,
he looked mixed but he could have been white.
he didn’t look like a rican and dominican wolf i was use to in the new yawk forest.
either way,
i don’t know what TF he was but he was fine.
i took a random outing to TJ maxx with the person i stay with.
when i was looking around the store,
he was in the bedding section with who i assumed was his vixen.
i was looking for the men’s section because i needed socks.
while i got distracted by the many pairs of jeans they had in that store,
i noticed he was by himself and closer to where i was.

…but no,
okay,
wait…

there are many gay males who don’t desire other gay males.
let’s be 110%:

we all grew up around and with straight males.

many of us weren’t exposed to “gay” anything growing up,
and if we were,
it was the obvious gay kid or that was us.
when we look back if we were the “gay anything”,
we can point out the curious straights who were interested in us.
it was easy for them to sniff us out to explore because we were different.
there is a certain “energy” they have that is attractive.
all they know is being straight so:

their default is trying to get us like they would a vixen.

that being fonted:
i can see why the curious straights would sniff out ej johnson.
in my head and how he use to be,
i can see why they would want to keep him a secret.
he use to be annoying and extra before he calmed all the down.
he has an interview on carlos king’s podcast that has everyone upset…

...and if this new meat turns out to be more,
and he isn’t a jackal or hyena in wolf fur,
i’m gonna let him fuck me because i reallllllllly need to get fucked.

whoops,
was that too bold?
welcome to my The Foxhole to those who are new.
so i met someone and the way he was looking at me…

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nowadays,
corny for me is:

the over saturation of the self absorbed.

it’s the posing,
lightweight advertising,
but having absolutely no other redeemable traits outside of that.
worst of all:

using sex to sell an OF,
promoting private videos for sale,
and scamming…

…and got the audacity to be rude in DMS.

like,
what?
many of the vixens have a corniness to them too.

posing half naked,
showing and throwing ass,
getting pregnant,
and confused why they’re fucked and dumped for someone doing less than that.

anyone using body parts and sex can attract anyone.
none of these people are keeping em past a few months,
lucky if they go a year.
i learned very quickly after the following i find baller wolf,
russell wilson,
to be extremely sexy when many people have labeled him as “corny”…

i’ll never forget something cousin hybrid said to me last year.

“jamari,
there are males out here who work out,
look good,
and what you are looking for; they own companies,
CEOS,
successful and are not on IG acting like prissy bitches in high school.”

it is making more sense to me we close out 2025.
outside of looks or “masculinity”,
there was something else i was looking for that i couldn’t explain.
i have encountered it once or twice and it made me feel hot.
all the vixens were fonting about a recent “actors on actors” discussion.
it was with jonathan bailey (fiyero from wicked) and david corenswet (superman) and i’ll be 110%…