my summer is gonna be all about glo’in up,
and trying to get all the coins from this blogging career.
unless it’s someone i’m really attracted to,
or one of my crushes comes with that “please forgive me” pipe (doused in clorox),
i’ve postponed my search for my next great wolf.
This Rona shit is no joke
…and it seems to be getting worse since cities started opening up.
so a foxholer sent me something about all the gays that headed to dallas last weekend.
i guess it was to partying,
but mask and safety-free.
someone from this group from one of the dallas trips:
posted this on their ig stories…
i didn’t know who jas waters aka jasfly was.
she wasn’t in my orbit for whatever reason,
but i’m learning about her now.
she was a writer and one of the pioneers of black twitter.
i wish i did know her because she seemed like an amazing spirit.
news spread like wild fire that she passed away.
when i read some of her social media posts,
it seems like she was struggling internally.
the things she wrote and liked on ( x her twitter ) were giveaways.
jas tweeted and deleted this:
it read like her manifesto that i don’t understand how people missed it.
i tweeted something the other day that people don’t cherish you until you’re gone.
they cry about how much of an impact you left on their lives,
but while we are here,
it feels like were are invisible.
most people operate like “the triflin’ ex“…
both so handsome and gone too soon.
you would think folks would be more emphatic during this murderous pandemic.
you’d think people would give a fuck about human life,
as the rona is showing how easy it can be taken away.
the last thing i’d ever be fonting about right now is black lives being lost.
ahmaud arbery and sean reed are the latest in senseless murders…
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i came the the conclusion recently:
I don’t like smoking weed
confession: i did because everyone around me did.
tv and music always makes it seems so amazing,
yet i never have those experiences.
every time i smoked,
i always ended up:
…with every thought in my head enhanced
… a horrible depression the next day
alcohol loosens me up,
but weed is actually a downer for me.
the last time i smoked (which was last year for a r&b/birthday party),
i felt like i could pick up on everyone’s energy tho.
i felt intensely psychic af.
that’s a whole nother story.
they say weed is the gateway drug use to harder drugs.
i can believe it.
i saw this video on twitter that broke my heart.
it was the stages of drug use with this one vixen and well…
since it’s nice af in new yawk,
everyone is outside without a mask on.
rona be damned!
not me, said i.
folks won’t take it serious until someone they loves passes on.
like my co-worker i mentioned in a few entries past,
imagine losing two family members in one week.
who tested positive for the rona,
is mourning the loss of her son and husband via “news4sanantonio“…
we don’t realize how much we are blessed.
shit sucks right now,
but things could be so much worse.
i can be the biggest drama fox at times,
but i get it.
so i was talking to an ex-co worker tonight.
i don’t know if i mentioned it,
but she lost her cousin to the rona a few couple ago.
well she had another family member who got the rona as well…
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