being home from the plantation today…
the air smells so much sweeter.
the sun was beaming through my window.
my blankets were scattered about around me.
it was like a whole scene.
like in the beginning when they introduce the character…
mi also had to be in work at 8am so i’m home alone.
i feel at peace.
like in the first time in a long time.
as i laid in my bed,
i couldn’t help but think about some issues in the forefront…
i realize i’m not the typical blogger.
my blog is very gay friendly,
but i like to think i offer more than that.
this blog is basically who i am.
(inside jamari fox.
when i was ( x reading the entry ) from 2011 in the last entry,
and i saw the growth in so many of the foxhole from then to now,
i really had to look and say:
“this thing i made is fuckin big deal.”
i’ll be honest to say i was scared.
okay still scared.
its this “rejection” thing.
don’t judge me.
i don’t know how to approach companies about my site.
i want to do interviews,
but i thought people wouldn’t want to be “associated” with me.
i mean i can get ratchet…
in my mind tho,
i feel they won’t accept me because i’m not like everyone else.
meaning i don’t just focus on entertainment or fashion.
whatever i’m feeling at the moment,
or if the story is interesting,
i will post it.
my blogger swagg is very erratic.
so i don’t really have a clear definition for my site.
the thing with that is i have a lot of readers.
some who lurk.
some who are active within the foxhole.
the comment section is where the real gems are buried.
the foxhole is very intelligent and honest.
when it comes to celebs,
and my issues.
hell the comments got me out of my funk with “him”.
anyway this site holds the opinions of the majority.
so i need to figure out how to maneuver with this upgrade i’m embarking on.
i know i want to be a full time blogger and i def want to get paid for it.
so i’m asking for help or even ideas.
maybe assistance with writing or creating what to send out to companies?
how to approach celebs to interview?
the best way to take this site to the next level?
i’m completely over the plantation.