when i started the foxhole back in 2009,
i didn’t start it with the intentions of making money.
i didn’t even know it was going to be a “foxhole”.
i didn’t think anyone would care enough to check me out.
i used it to express myself,
font about good lookin males,
and whatever else interested me at the time.
what i didn’t know was…
i’m here to be opinionated and messy.
i’m also here to be emotional and a depressed mess too.
i’m even here to offend.
this site wasn’t made to be perfect.
this is the one place i don’t want to be perfect.
the intent wasn’t to befriend other bloggers in hopes of social climbing.
i could care less if kid fury,
or necole bitchie don’t like me.
not my problem.
even the celebs that i talk about,
there wasn’t/isn’t an insane need to kiss ass for their acceptance.
you know what truly inspires me?…
so last night,
i decided to indulge in a bedtime story.
it would be told from my crush i wrote about yesterday,
as he was introduced to me.
when i met him,
i thought he was straight.
i may be in severely “deep like” with you,
but i’m respectful of potential boundaries.
i’m shy and i’m not with the “hittin on random males” shits.
what i ended up reading was a powerful story of his coming out.
he wrote it on his own blog and i wanted to share a snippet for the foxhole…
Continue reading “I Loved The “Point of Vue” From My Crush”
“he blocked me because i said i saw him featured on your blog.”
i was told that yesterday by a foxholer about an alleged attentionisto.
isn’t he trying to be a “model”?
he needs all the attention he can get.
although i suspect he will be getting into porn.
has it come to this?
they are mad to grace the foxhole at insidejamarifox.com.
well i love it.
i’ll tell you why in a nicely wrapped up entry…
Continue reading “I Don’t Ever Want To Be Featured on insidejamarifox.com”
being home from the plantation today…
the air smells so much sweeter.
the sun was beaming through my window.
my blankets were scattered about around me.
it was like a whole scene.
like in the beginning when they introduce the character…
mi also had to be in work at 8am so i’m home alone.
i feel at peace.
like in the first time in a long time.
as i laid in my bed,
i couldn’t help but think about some issues in the forefront…
Continue reading “I’m Hungry”