“have i officially hit rock bottom?“

that was the thought going through my head yesterday.
here i was,
looking stylish because that is who i am,
standing in a suburban forest line with a ton of white folks…

in my fantasies,
my manz is dominate AF on the outside.
he has that look of “i don’t play dat” but when he is with me privately,
bay-beeeeeeeeeeeeeee…

he has his submissive moments where he begs for it.

i can put a collar on him and walk him around,
while he is begging to get some.

there is something about straight wolves admitting they like getting pegged that drives me nuts.
i don’t know why this is.
anyhoo,
i saw a video the other day on “okhomo” on reddit and i gotta admit that it drove me nuts.

i love being told what to do but i love good communication so i’m different.
so i went down his wolf hole and further was driven nuts because…

you know what i don’t like about some people who REALLY stan for someone?

they are okay with people looking crazy.

..and when you address the obvious crazy,
they want to tell or font you about some fuckin’ record sales or pocket watching.

who gives AF if this person is selling more than ______?
like,
what are we talking or fonting about?
if you can’t be honest about the dumb shit someone you stan for does:

you are the problem and they will benefit without you.

that being fonted: i’m tired of this coddling of britney spears.
it is getting out of control.
she was just ( x arrested for driving drunk ),
which seems to her latest thing on her “too far gone; no hopes of a comeback” tour.
you know who i blame the most?…

ya know,
The Foxhole was right.

the gym is a tapped resource to meet a manz.

something about the sweat,
and the grunts and groans,
and the lowkey bawdy worship…

outside of the meat market,
i’ve found myself getting hooked by working out.
it helps when a gym is an amenity in your complex.
i’ve been drinking protein shakes,
checking what i eat,
and looking into gym sneakers.
i’ve also found people here to “gym check in” with too.
i was late in meeting one of my “check ins” with this morning.
we like to work out early to beat the morning crowd.
they left as i was working on getting my tail right for the summer,
but i started to notice a wolf who was hovering around me.
Foxhole…

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being willfully ignorant and uneducated has consequences.
boasting about being a moron,
while having our rights and survival snatched bald is a choice.
its one thing to have stan wars about celebs and video games.

a whole other topic when our lives hang in the balance of a stan war in politics.

the day we needed to be entertained by even politicians was when shit hit the fan.
the day we let any and everyone hoe their souls for viral moments was the beginning of the end.
due to society getting so out of control now,
they are allegedly planning on allowing those with HIV to die.

yup,
pretty much just die.
i’m sure with no fucks to give about it either.

according to recent reports via “the hill“…

i’m gonna font a controversial hot take but:

cade maddox is one of my favorite white p star wolves.

he never fails to turn me TF on.
his bawdy?
oh Foxhole,
his bawdy.
he is ( x one stacked white wolf ) and i’m always here for it.
i love that he gets all sweaty and giving a good stroke resume to whoever is under him.

sidebar: you can tell when he is really attracted his costars.
he tends to stroke them really good.
he has a few scenes that are my go-to because the chemistry is on fire.

i would hire him off that bawdy alone but that penis is big.
i knew he was in a long term relationship,
but i always wondered how that worked.
like,
imagine being +1 with your p star manz and he does this in an interview:

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i ain’t strong enough.
i just ain’t.
i randomly stumbled across an interview with cade and his manz,
kevin beniot.
it was with on “dr. tyler hendricks” channel and when i look at kevin…