Attraction isn’t always “lets have sex right now”. It isn’t always friendly or open. It can be cold, distant, and unfriendly.
It can be protection of being exposed.
i was reading something today on reddit.
it was about things people do that they think others aren’t peeping. it’s like we know you are high af in church, sir. you aren’t fooling anyone. this was two of the comments about being attracted to someone…
…buuuuuuuuuut on the flip side, i’m glad i don’t fit it because it has worked in my favor.
see here is the thing.
While everyone is following The Idiots around,
I get to move like a fox in the shadows.
i watch the idiots fuckin’ up and learn from their mistakes.
i saw how they desperately want to get in the hen house.
they go through the front; i go through the back.
my advice to everyone who doesn’t fit…
I tried to be kind. Didn’t work. I tried to be a friend. Didn’t work. I tried to be straight. Didn’t work.
I tried to be gay. Didn’t work.
I will always be a fox trapped in a cage.
i learned very early that i will always be “a problem“.
i will always be picked apart and told to be like others to succeed. others get to speak up for themselves but when i do it:
i was taught that i am the issue.
if i was just like all the other boys,
i’d be better. i’d get to live a great life.
i would get all the likes and the comments.
i would be invited first.
i wouldn’t get talked about behind my back ever. so what did i do?..
when angelica ross of pose fame posted this on her twitter, the first thing i said to myself:
what can i font?
i’m pyschic. emma roberts has been cosplaying chanel oberlin,
an obnoxious (but kind of iconic) character she played on scream queens. that happens to be another ryan murphy production. angelica dropped the story about her time with emma on ahs 1984 and…
when i signed on twitter before 2020, i would be hit with (breaking) news and other updates, especially with new yawk.
Do you know how many times I’d go on Twitter to find out if the MTA was having issues when I was late for work?
it was one of my favorite social media platforms to scroll aimlessly on.
you go on twitter now and it’s a cesspool of filth.
if it’s not blatant hatredbeing allowed,
it’s everyone living out their wildest narc dreams. elon has another brilliant idea from within his genius…