i think people love to test us.
it seems we live in a society that is all about proving ourselves.
you want a relationship?
prove yourself.
you want that career?
prove yourself.
you want to be the better sibling?
prove yourself.

After you look like a serious pick-me,
that is when you have passed the test.

molly from hbo’s insecure,
aka yvonne orji,
says she doesn’t like the word “no“.
a fan wanted a picture with her in 2018 at a women’s empowerment event in boston.
molly ended up saying no but there was a reason why…

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they think you’re soft.
they think you’re weak.
they see you as feminine.
they’ve been talking about you.
they treat you the way that they do because they think you’re a f*ggot.
i’m gonna always be 100 with you.
so because of this,
they feel they can treat you the way that they have been taught.
they think you won’t fight back and you’ll take it whatever they dish out.
it’s like the animal kingdom.
the bigger animals underestimate the weaker ones.

Oh,
silly straights.
Oh,
silly they are.

see you have a superpower that you don’t realize…

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if this was the first game,
i’d be dead af.
when i first heard everyone talking about squid game,
i thought it was a legit game.
like,
the next candy crush or some shit.
i didn’t think it was a tv show on netflix.
sidebar: netflix just beez knowings.
i hate hype so i tend to hold on until the storm has passed,
but i was bored and wanted to know what the hub bub was all about.
i avoided spoilers,
trailers,
and reviews so i didn’t know wtf i was getting into.
foxhole (with heavy spoilers below)…

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depending on what you ask my cousin hybrid,
he will tell you that he hates the movie,
scream.
why?

I watched it 20,000 times.

scream was the first scary movie i ever watched.
i am scared of michael myers tho.
that opening sequence with drew barrymore was one of the best in hollywood history.
i remember being so scared and trying to figure out the killer.
the thought of a killer terrorizing someone by phone was so interesting to me.
i’m so obsessed with that i bought the trilogy box set on dvd.
what is a dvd even mean these days?
when they announced they were released scream 5,
you already guessed that i was gonna be excited af.

i waited patiently for the trailer and it finally dropped it today…

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*The following entry is rated M.
Viewer discretion is strongly advised.

between all this nonsense happening with attentionisto,
flash brown,
there is a vixen involved.
maybe 2?
yes,
there will always be a vixen (or gay male) to stand by a sus man.

when we “love” someone,
we tend to look past all the things that are wrong with them.
the foxhole is pretty into this story tbh.
an f-bi sent me the new tatt that flash got for his current partner.
you’ll never guess where…

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i feel angry these days.
my therapist told me how this is a change from when i first started.
now i’m not gonna hold you,
but my anger isn’t making me bitter.
i’m actually still quite pleasant.
i’m not listening to sad songs and crying about things undone.
even within the darkness,
i still hold onto hope for a better tomorrow...

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