i knew i was going to the event thursday night,
which started at 8pm (or was supposed to start),
so i decided to stay at work until then.
while as i waiting,
a fione wolf that i met earlier this year strolled into my office.
( x check old entry here )
thank god i was already looking fly.
he had to stop by after work to bring something to a co worker.
he wanted to come check me before he left.
“i haven’t seen you in a while…”
he said as he gave me a hug.
i could say the same to you too.”
his back muscles>>>>
ever since i found out he…
…has a boyfriend,
i took a couple feet back.
after the “ww saga”,
i didn’t want to involve myself in another “out of reach” wolf.
my emotions couldn’t take it a second time.
this one was sexier than ww and was also confirmed.
he looked even better than the last time i saw him.
his skin was tanned
he got even more muscular
he was wearing:
a loose tank top
his pecs and arms>>>>
he also had tats.
i felt myself getting delirious.
even thinking about him now makes me horny.
i felt my “werewolf” side coming to the surface.
so it decided to be bold.
i wanted to get to know him better since we both had a lot of time to talk.
i asked him how long he and his partner have been together.
“it’ll be a year this month.”
i told him how impressed i was.
i began to tell him how hard it is to find love in this life.
he told me how he didn’t find his on a chat site.
they both just happened to be in the right place at the right time.
i praised him for it,
which i could sense he was getting comfortable.
he would look at me deep in my eyes and lean over my desk.
his pecs spilling completely out his tank top.
i tried to keep eye contact,
but you know how hard it was!!!
i could sense he was attracted to me,
but he knew he couldn’t cross the line.
so he did it subtly with looks and smiles.
“you gonna find someone.
you are a real attractive dude.”
…and then it happened.
“well i gotta tell you,
when you first walked in here,
i thought you were really sexy.
you also have the bawdy i love.”
“why thank you.”
“when i found out you had a boyfriend,
it gave me hope that i could meet someone like you in this life.”
he flashed that killer watt smile at me and i almost died.
somewhere within the convo,
i mentioned that i was a fox.
“yeah its hard to be a fox.
everyone is now on this hybrid life…”
“what are you,
if you don’t mind me asking?”
“i’m a wolf.”
i have never been so hard than i was talking to him.
was God trying to depress me even further?
it was like,
a fantasy come to life.
the bawdy of an ig attentionisto and a wolf too????
a full fledged wolf.
i thought those kinds were extinct.”
“not at all.
they out there.
i like being a wolf.
i get real aggressive in the bed and like to throw you around…”
God was obviously trying to punish me or foreshadow.
it was getting late so i told him i needed to go and buy a shirt.
“i’m headed to the gym,
but i’ll walk with you…”
…and he walked with me.
you know he was fione when everyone was looking at him.
he talked to me about being open about finding love.
the advice he gave me was really good.
he told me to stop looking,
it will happen.
he went all the way to the store that was way past where he was going.
i thanked him,
he hugged me again,
i ran my hands down his back…
…and we both went our separate ways.
that wolf is a good one.
i’m honestly happy for his boyfriend who gets to experience that.
it can happen for me.