one thing about me is even if i’m going through it emotionally,
or embarrassed HD live,
i still pull it together and show TF up.
some people already underestimate me as is.
even if i’m crying BTS or venting about certain things on the Foxhole,
i learned in life to do that privately.

people are watching how your every move,
especially when you’re supposed to be bossed up.

the first sign of weakness and they’ll plot to cut your throat.
this also goes for people pleasing,
going above and beyond at a job,
and being “nice” as well.
last night,
i loved episode 2 of “house of the dragon” but rhaenyraaaaa….

OOF.

….and this crying,
blubbering,
snot nosed mess she was in-front of the civilians was AWFUL.
the way she looked like a terrified child to cut otto hightower’s head off,
especially since he was the one who started all this shit.

i hated every second of it.
i cringed through every second of it.

she has been talking about her being queen for the last 2 seasons,
but when it’s time to show TF up to prove herself worthy of the thone,
especially how they view vixens in power:

she let all of those people know how weak and timid she actually was.

my mouth was a gasp the entire last 15 minutes of the show.

don’t even get me started on her with the sword when all those guards came in.
i had no confidence she would fight alongside daemon.
so at this point,
she is no different than alicent:

useless.

sidebar: i will font that daemonnnnnnnnnn…
mmm.

that is a confident uncle-lover right there.
outside the incest,
i am so attracted to him and tbp,
he helps balance her out.
“not giving a damn” daemon is a “big zaddy…unc…(?)” daemon.

we need partners who will pick up where we lack.

…but back to the point,
i guess this explains why some folks in power are so ruthless.
they checked their “bitch baby” at the door.
it reminds me of when olivia on “scandal” had to check cyrus:

rhaeneyra needed to hear this.

lowkey: imagine her yelling she isn’t a “bitch baby” in the throne room.