i like the phrase,
“two things can be true at the same time“.
in some cases,
three things.
the barbie vixen is one of the most talented female rappers of this generation and:

she completely took a fat shit on her base aligning with the person who runs this country

its some of the comments under “the neighborhood talk” posts for me…

i always find it eerie when someone’s posts their final pic,
tweet,
or status message before their untimely death.
sydney loofe was on her way for a second date with who she thought was “the one”,
but didn’t realize that would be the last night she would be alive.

she was found cut up in pieces in 13 trash bags on the side of the highway.

i was creeped out while watching a hulu docuseries,
“swipe right on the devil“,
and it had me shook at like 3am.
it was only 3 episodes but i had to finish.
she met her end matching with psychopaths on on tinder,
but the entire docuseries takes you down a crazy rabbit hole.
as they were looking for her body,
all kinds of other wild shit was happening too.
there was a main thought on my mind that stood out while watching…

the people need a hero,
even if they sell out or do something heinous.
the amount of shit i see people turning the other cheek for is wild.

when i mentioned lindsey clancy to those IRL,
i got dragged for it.

a few i know were standing with her.
they were all mothers who sided with this she-hyena.
i knew that if they even let her out of prison,
any other un-hinged mother could kill their kids and use lindsay as their motivation.
i saw this on “the neighborhood talk” and ya know…

i need to font something off my chest.
so my x-twitter feed is a mess.
like,
nuts.

i can’t even open that in public.

it’s my fault though because if you didn’t know,
if you go down a certain rabbit hole,
you’ll find all the good porn.
sometimes,
those ratchets upload the whole video on there.

it’s giving tumblr 2.0

be careful because i had to block some shit.
anyhoo,
i ended up on a video that had me stuck but then…
then…
i was rudely awakened…

i like to believe that some wolves i met liked the IDEA of me,
but are terrified of the emotions they feel because of me.
meaning:

they come in my life,
become hooked off my energy and vibe,
sexually attracted to me,
but still wanted to make sure i knew they liked vixens.

…yet,
when they dropped by mask,
they were a whole different person with me.
its like you get the boyfriend without the title.
i do believe that is why many of our ends felt like “break ups”.
i think many gay males have experienced this with DL and bi males.

society has taught them they need to be with vixens,
but they have a special closeness with other males.
they still treat vixens like shit,
but will do almost anything for another male.

if you happened to be a gay male they got close to,
they’ll do everything BUT claim.
so everyone is riled up over what this bi male said today.
@theycallmehits said he is only sexually attracted to other males…

we live in a time that,
unfortunately,
celebrities speaking out does little than next to nothing.
we live in a time that,
unfortunately,
free speech will get you fucked up out here.
we live in a time that,
unfortunately,
when they do say something:

many of our favs are two seconds away from saying some dumb shit on an IG press release.

that is how i feel about p!nk right now.
boyyyyy,
did she ( x annoy me with that shit ).
i was JUST listening to her first album too.
ugh.
i’ve been one to expect a celeb to speak up to make me feel seen,
but i’ve been getting so disappointed with some of those people.
i’ve noticed that anytime some shit is going down:

everyone is expecting beyonce to say something.

the same bey that doesn’t even tell us an album is dropping.
this flew by on my x-twitter timeline and i was likeeeeeeee…