butt cracks, barb, bardi gang, and baggage claim

Foxhole,
we might be off the beaten path.

when i was younger,
i was a little demonic stan for many pop divas.

mariah,
britney,
jlo,
bey.

no one could say anything bad about them or i’d be all in my feelings.
tbh,
i felt like they were speaking my life and pain through their music.
i didn’t have anyone in my life to mentor me so i took to their music and personas.
i feel that is what happens to many gay youth who don’t have any irl mentors.
they’ll fiercely protect these pop divas to show loyalty.
em made a song that created the word,
stan“.

as much as i fucked with these pop divas,
it never got to the point i wanted to go fight someone tho.
it was never that serious for me.
my motto for life has always been:

I may go up to line,
play around and might do a little dance,
but I try not to cross it.

so there was a stan war between a barb and a cardi(?) stan that went goofy.
it was between @jazmineonika2 and @popsongaesthete…

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what’s eating gilbert? a straight and gay friendship, that’s what!

I’ll never forget the hurt I felt when WW said to someone,
and not even to me directly,
that he “sent me away because he didn’t want anyone thinking he was gay by association”.
That broke me to the core
because I had his back when those same folks were talking wild shit about him.
Thank GAWD I healed from that.

i judge straights by their defense of their gay friends.
straight males and vixens.

the following is one of the reasons why straights get weird.
some of them can’t fathom a straight male being platonic friends with a gay male.
i guess it stems from:

“Males can’t be friends with vixens because sex has to be involved somehow.”

which makes it seem like males are sex fiends who can’t control their urges.
ex-baller nba wolf,
nick young

…became cool with saucy santana during their college hill stint.
another ex-nba baller jackal,
gibert arenas,
decided to clown nick young for being cool with saucy…

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when are ya’ll gonna tell chris brown the truth?

this is what happens when you have too many people suckin’ your penis over the years.
no one is telling him the truth it seems.
chris comes off either delusional or entitled.
he is always ranting about not being accepted in hollywood circles.
this is his latest:


this is the truth that chris needs to read.
i think many of us who are chasing a certain crowd needs to hear it as well…

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christopher matthews wants to coach you so you can take (life) it by the balls

when i think of a life coach,
i think of someone who is going to help me find a sense of direction.

they understand my needs,
or lack their of,
and try to help me find the right path for my life.
they will be tough but still gentle enough for me to understand.
i’d require someone who has been properly trained and has credentials.
i want to see reviews from past clients as well.
i require a lot when it comes to coaching me for success.

It seems that attentionisto,
Christopher Matthews aka @kingedcam,
is trying to do something different.

a Foxholer sent me a drop that he wants to coach you to take it.
by take it,
i mean life by the horns because he is getting into the life coaching business

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the snap files that i don’t think kai cenat wanted lil nas x to see

What a plot twist.

Foxhole,
you ever had a male act real funny towards you?

for the life of you,
you couldn’t understand why.
he was standoffish and weird with no logical reason.
sometimes,
vocally expressing why he don’t fuck with you.
remember when twitch attentionisto,
kai cenat,
dragged lil nas x all over his stream?

he had all these folks like “huh?”.
well and allegedly

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usher “does” bad decision on a spiritual level

bey gets it right.
when she has a project coming out,
she stays quiet while promoting her brand.
at this point,
she doesn’t even give anyone interviews anymore.
she lets us feast on her drops and we do all the talking/fonting.
before and during her big moments,
she has mastered the art of silence.
during her downtime,
she is like a sleeping dragon who stays off the radar until she is awake.

Bey carries herself like royalty.

usher,
who just had a huge career resurgence and has everyone in lust

decides to go do this

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