he is into you.
it’s pretty obvious that he’s attracted to you.
he treats you like you are his boyfriend without officially saying/fonting it yet.
the issue tho:

he is in a “situation” with a vixen,
whether married or partnered up.

those types are always so attractive,
aren’t they?
forbidden fruit usually is.
so you are fakin’ it til you make it,
being open and available while he navigates between you both.
like a temp-to-perm job,
your goal is to be hired.
have you noticed something tho…

the people need a hero,
even if they sell out or do something heinous.
the amount of shit i see people turning the other cheek for is wild.

when i mentioned lindsey clancy to those IRL,
i got dragged for it.

a few i know were standing with her.
they were all mothers who sided with this she-hyena.
i knew that if they even let her out of prison,
any other un-hinged mother could kill their kids and use lindsay as their motivation.
i saw this on “the neighborhood talk” and ya know…

i don’t know if you ever felt that way,
you’ll be excited about something when it’s presented to you,
but the novelty wears off when the time starts to approach.
for halloween,
my boss wants us all to dress up as a group.
the theme:

toy story

this wasn’t like a group vote.
we didn’t suggest it or even have a say.
it was came up to us and was like,
“this would be cool cause i saw this on social media so get a costume!“.

halloween is next week and i’m not really feeling it.
not only that…

oh.
my.
Gawd.
so today,
i was randomly doom scrolling my IG exploring page and ^he came up.
it was a video of him walking a runway but it was how he walked:

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i was like,
“damn,
he just got up out the audience and walked like that?”.
i know there are some fashion shows happening rn,
and a lot of attentionistos post these kinds of “people staring at them” content,
but one of the Foxholers pulled me to the side and said…

i need to font something off my chest.
so my x-twitter feed is a mess.
like,
nuts.

i can’t even open that in public.

it’s my fault though because if you didn’t know,
if you go down a certain rabbit hole,
you’ll find all the good porn.
sometimes,
those ratchets upload the whole video on there.

it’s giving tumblr 2.0

be careful because i had to block some shit.
anyhoo,
i ended up on a video that had me stuck but then…
then…
i was rudely awakened…

ya know,
i stanned out for. alot of shows but i reallllllllly liked “p-valley“.
maybe,
even “love“.
something about that show made me feel good.
hell,
it was so serious that i wanted to work in a strip club.
“all the queens men” tried to create the same magic of “p valley” but…

sidebar: remember when fine ass thomas jones randomly popped up?

“Mane” is back in the valley…😈

Check out the new episode of @pvalleystarz starting Sunday midnight! #PValley pic.twitter.com/TaFGyD21zs

— Thomas Q. Jones (@thomasqjones) July 30, 2022

we wanted a sex scene with mercedes and him STAT.

but then the pynk went away with promises of coming back…

that promise took damn near 4 years.
life has been changed,
folks moved on,
but many of us still held onto hope for a return.
we got surprised with an update today that was bittersweet…