i always find it eerie when someone’s posts their final pic,
tweet,
or status message before their untimely death.
sydney loofe was on her way for a second date with who she thought was “the one”,
but didn’t realize that would be the last night she would be alive.

she was found cut up in pieces in 13 trash bags on the side of the highway.

i was creeped out while watching a hulu docuseries,
“swipe right on the devil“,
and it had me shook at like 3am.
it was only 3 episodes but i had to finish.
she met her end matching with psychopaths on on tinder,
but the entire docuseries takes you down a crazy rabbit hole.
as they were looking for her body,
all kinds of other wild shit was happening too.
there was a main thought on my mind that stood out while watching…

what would you do if you could have sex with one of your friend’s partners?
this is without being called a home wrecking triflin azz hoe?
um,
don’t raise your paws fast enough.
so that is the premise of ^this show called “friends sex and games” on prime video:

i was randomly scrolling on that app and the trailer popped up.
it’s a german show about a 4 marriages,
2 are unfulfilled,
and they all decide to play a game to exchange partners for one night.

as you can guess,
it doesn’t end well.

tbh,
i started watching because of this 6’2 white german wolf...

i cried during the first episode of “carrie” on amazon prime.
it triggered me in so many ways.
i was once that young fox,
bright-eyed and bushy tailed,
who just wanted friendship.

those little jackals made my young life so difficult.

they made me feel like everything i did was wrong.
bad enough,
at home,
that is how i was being treated as well.

it was like i had no peace.

the only peace i had was playing with my toys and video games,
losing myself in creating good guys vs bad guys with my action figures.
i was “the weird one” but looking back,
they were all weird AF growing up so fast.
so this show really spoke to me.
i always thought carrie was a hero tbh.

if i had powers,
it would pretty much be over.

this is why God didn’t trust me with super powers of that magnitude.

the show was going well for me…

until (with spoilers)…

ya know,
i stanned out for. alot of shows but i reallllllllly liked “p-valley“.
maybe,
even “love“.
something about that show made me feel good.
hell,
it was so serious that i wanted to work in a strip club.
“all the queens men” tried to create the same magic of “p valley” but…

sidebar: remember when fine ass thomas jones randomly popped up?

“Mane” is back in the valley…😈

Check out the new episode of @pvalleystarz starting Sunday midnight! #PValley pic.twitter.com/TaFGyD21zs

— Thomas Q. Jones (@thomasqjones) July 30, 2022

we wanted a sex scene with mercedes and him STAT.

but then the pynk went away with promises of coming back…

that promise took damn near 4 years.
life has been changed,
folks moved on,
but many of us still held onto hope for a return.
we got surprised with an update today that was bittersweet…

so i been into a lot of crime documentaries lately.
“friends like these: the murder of sarah neese” on hulu,
“toxic love story“,
“the crash”,
and “idaho murders” on netflix were so good.

sidebar: i been into crime shit,
but i still refuse to watch “dahmer” because that scares TF outta me.

today,
i watched a documentary that floored me on netflix.
it is called “death of the pastor’s wife” about the untimely death of mica miller…

first of all,
coach kellz aka mikeal gregg is yummy AF.
it’s the lips and the bawdy and that nice penis for me.
in my head and totally my opinion:

i still think he fucked that vixen and turned her into a stalker.
nothing about that story made sense to me.

he always struck me as the type of wolf who folks think is completely unserious:

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…but that is all a lie!
he is actually serious,
and a lowkey fuck boi,
and a menace to vaginal societies.
anyhoo,
i was high key annoyed he went on the likes of “love cabin“.
it must have been some kind of hollywood humiliation ritual,
because i saw he got a major hollywood career upgrade…