It has been one of those weeks.
Hell – one of those months.
I decided to turn my Foxberry off and cut myself from the world.
Friends, Family, and Potential Wolves – I’m on a mental vaca.
Sorry for the short notice.
I’m somewhere on South Beach mentally.
I may just be back in a week… maybe not.
Sometimes you need to step away from your current situation
and give yourself time to re-charge.
So on my first official day of vaca,
I ordered my usual (H10: General Tso’s Shrimp w. White Rice)
+ add my favorite white wine……..
… & I’m gooooooood.
But… a couple random type thoughtz are going thru my head.
I hate when Wolves ask me why I hung up, didn’t call back,
or didn’t return a: text/email/yim/whatever.
You were preoccupied so I kept it steppin’.
When you aren’t busy – you know where I am.
I require FULL attention when I am in your presence.
Anything less and you get less of me.
I am seeing right thru my associates as of late.
I’m over them and that last incident sealed the deal.
I think I’m fallin out of lust with Devin Thomas.
After he blocked me on Twitter, I looked at him different.
I was a little add middle finger here but hey, whatever right?
I wanted to wish him the best with his recent departure from the Skins.
New Daddy to lust after is on the horizon.
I mean he is still sexy and I’ll probably feature some of his stuff on my blog.
True story: I don’t want to be associated
with nobody who doesn’t want me.
Fast Forward: I have been at my horniest.
I am really fiendin’ for some official.
Since I’m not a one night stand type of Fox,
this is kinda hard.
Maybe I need to let this one Wolf get inside the Foxhole….
I dunno yet.
I need more money.
Bills, bills, bills – and NOT the Destiny’s Child song.
I wonder who really reads my blog?
I wish I could see all the Foxes/Wolves who pay attention to me.
I feel stuck in my life for some reason.
I want a new career path to get into my career.
I want an adventure too because I am getting so bored…
Traveling starts in 2011.
I want to explore these states and other Foxholes.
I really wanted to see For Colored Girls…
I been having dreams of laying out on someone’s beach in Miami.
I want a tattoo but I’m scared.
I want a baller but – I am a ho to say I’d know how to play my position.
I like space and privacy so maybe that lifestyle would suit me just fine.
That is until….
This Chrisette Michelle mixtape goes HARD…
“True love will I ever know?
Too busy tryna get this Hollywood paycheck
Busy making payments on a Hollywood Maybach
I’m just a good Fox tryna stay laid back…”
– Chrisette, Aston Martin Music 2
My bad side is creepin’ up slowly so I might be doing some bad things.
Ya know… spice things up.
I’m getting bored and when I get bored, I get….
They could have added more spice to this shrimp…
I’m a tad disappointed.
I understood the word at church today.
He made A LOT of sense but this got me:
“Don’t admire others because you don’t know where how/what/where they went through to get to their anointing…”
With that being said,
I am my own superstar and I am going to be for my Wolves and Foxes.
….that is it for now.
If you have any random thoughts…
I’d love to pick your brain.