it all concocts the recipe of “fuck shit” in our lives.
you try to achieve your goals,
but one (if not all of those things) put a full stop to it.
its like a swipe password pattern almost.
you don’t feel happy.
swipe left and it leads to seeing the insecurities in your life.
swipe up and it makes you question everything you do.
when you swipe down,
it makes you want to stay stagnant,
you don’t feel good enough.
its all the plot to keep you where you are.
social media and these lying ass hoes don’t make it any better.
i couldn’t stop but wonder…
How do you put an end to mental and emotional “fuck shit”?…
td jakes said something yesterday at church that stuck with me.
he said in something of these words:
“you will never receive your blessings if you continue to live in negativity.
you block your blessings feeling depressed,
and living with fear.
you have to be happy,
secure within yourself,
i mean i get it td,
but the way my mind and emotions are set up…
…but he made it seem so simple.
it was like he revealed the secret to life.
like with a snap of your fingers,
and a change of the mind,
then everything wrong in your life would suddenly turn around.
i’ll have the:
it kinda made sense tho.
when you are happy,
and you see the positive,
you will be able to see that things will be okay.
i guess thats that “faith” thing i’m getting the hang of.
its like those people who are constantly happy.
you know those types.
you notice they always have the best luck?
everyday for them is joy.
like they don’t allow themselves to be sad.
i often imagine beyonce is like that.
life sho ain’t easy.
no one said it would be.
you will experience challenges.
fuck shit can and will happen.
i’m starting to learn its the way you use your emotions to handle every situation.
how do you not go to the negative so fast?
how do you say “this will work out” and actually mean it?
its not as easy as it sounds especially when start feeling doubt.
“when life hands you lemons then turn it into lemonade”.
if its that easy then…