would never have went to that bitch’s wedding.
…not after she played in my face after fucking my ex.
damn sure wouldn’t be helping improve her life either.
although she is vibe,
on season 3; episode 7 of “rain or shine” on “euphoria”,
maddy’s recent downfall was being too kind.
i felt that in my entire spirit.
by answering cassie’s DM to reconnect,
and going back to something that God removed her from,
maddy ended up losing A LOT.
i was expecting a whole revenge plot from maddy this season tbh.
she fell for the okey doke and cassie reminded her that she was still beneath her.
sometimes,
we need to tell that spirit of forgiveness and re-connection to…
STFU.
…but that’s life,
right?
we are tested in the future to see if we are gonna make the same mistakes.
sometimes,
i feel like the first time is the warning shot we were brought out from:
the second time is when they really destroy us.
the heavy handedness of the snakes within last week’s episode was not by accident.
cassie is a snake.
nate is a snake.
together,
they both bit maddy again and the poison formed a trauma bond.
God be working because last week,
i literally found myself thinking of two people from my past.
i found myself reminiscing of the good times rather than the truth.
i think the issue for me was the lack of closure and “what if?“.
even with past jackals,
i’d wonder what the sexual experiences would have been like.
usually,
heavy on that tbh.
last’s week’s sunday’s episode “euphoria” had to yell at me:
JAMARI,
MOVE TF FORWARD.
snakes been a real theme for me as of late too.
i’m watching “half man” on HBO MAX as well and one of the characters said:
“a snake may shed it’s skin but it still crawls on it’s stomach.”
reminded me of someone i’m currently having to deal with right now.
i don’t care how much we are getting along with now,
i’ll never forget the true colors of their skin that was exposed to me.
lowkey: i hope maddy gets a happy ending but it’s looking bleak.
i don’t think she’ll ever have peace with cassie in her life.
message.
lowkey x2: nate’s death was nuts.
i never left more uncomfortable.
dying alone and in total fear was a fitting end for him.
