i was really calm to get a good jabbin yesterday.
i did feel a sense of fear when i was the grown-ass father crying before he got jabbed,
but i had a sense that he was afraid of needles than the actual jab itself.
i ended up dressing in a nice “bbq” kind of outfit to get jabbed.
I haven’t been anywhere to wear my fly shit.
…and it’s a “jamari fox” thing to do.
i try to look presentable when i go places,
even if it’s to pick up fleet at the drugstore.
you just never know.
i decided to get jabbed at the drugstore around the corner from my crib.
i wanted to go to one downtown,
but when i told one of my good friends about that idea,
“Black folks are so warped into the idea of going to white places for better treatment.
The jab is the same in the hood as it is in the white area.”
she was right.
nothing was different in the ghettos or in suburbias.
i ended up being a minute late.
that is another “jamari fox” thing to do.
i’m always fashionably late (or just late af) for shit.
it didn’t matter any because the line was around the corner,
which kinda had me tight.
“This was the difference between a Walgreens downtown and one in the hood.”
after an hour 1/2 wait from my appointment time,
i ended up getting jabbed.
it was really anti-climatic and tasted like chicken.
i was expecting some “that’s so raven” shit to go down tbh.
thank God i have great friends and supporters on the foxhole who held my hand throughout.
the special thing is that my friend fancy was unsure about getting jabbed too.
when i told her i was mine yesterday,
she booked an appointment and got hers too.
we got jabbed at the same time while being on the phone with hunter.
who was unsure as well,
got jabbed that same day too.
you get a jab and you get a jab…
the power of influence?
my arm was hurting bad last night.
i got my jab on my less dominant arm.
i woke up today and not in as much pain,
but nothing in my life has changed after getting the jab.
it’s like getting mind-blowing sex the night before from a strange dick.
he wasn’t a future husband.
there is no need to hang on the rafters that i’ve gotten my first shot.
life will ultimately move on since this is just a “moment”.
i get my second jab in 2 weeks and i heard that’s when the demon of side effects are unleashed.
i’ll be ready for it.
lowkey: ive already downloaded the excelsior pass for my iphone wallet.
if they think i’m carrying around that big ass card…