“euphoria” ended how it was supposed to end.
i don’t like how the final third season went at times,
because it almost felt like a completely different show.
nate jacobs in his humiliation ritual arc being the main one.

it felt like the creator of “euphoria”,
sam levinson,
cut nate’s balls off,
made him wear the dog outfit cassie had on,
and had him be his little bitch until he was euthanized.
along with that story line,
labrinth being cut from music (because he created a whole mood),
and jules being pretty useless,
i think the ending was pretty solid.
spoilers included…

would never have went to that bitch’s wedding.

…not after she played in my face after fucking my ex.
damn sure wouldn’t be helping improve her life either.

although she is vibe,
on season 3; episode 7 of “rain or shine” on “euphoria”,
maddy’s recent downfall was being too kind.

i felt that in my entire spirit.
by answering cassie’s DM to reconnect,
and going back to something that God removed her from,
maddy ended up losing A LOT.
i was expecting a whole revenge plot from maddy this season tbh.
she fell for the okey doke and cassie reminded her that she was still beneath her.

sometimes,
we need to tell that spirit of forgiveness and re-connection to…

last night,
during the intro of “euphoria”,
something happened where i went:

“mmm.
this is too good to be true.”

it was about one of characters as a kid,
their mama met a potential step daddy,
and he was buying expensive shit to make her happy.
i was judging him,
waiting for the other shoe to drop,
when my friend said…

nate.
cassie.
maddy.

like in real life,
we’ve seen a “nate” choose a “cassie” over a ‘maddy”.
“it ain’t gonna last” is what we always say/font and then:

we hear about them getting married,
having kids,
and/or leveling up.

it leaves us confused but as this weird season of “euphoria” unfolds,
that’s the only dynamic that has me paying attention.
it made me think about something i’ve seen play out in real life…

angus cloud from euphoria is a cutie.
like i said,
he actually looks like someone i use to know.
you know what i love?

Seeing people’s “Before”

the after is always good,
but it’s comforting to know folks were just like us when in the struggle.
YOU ARE THE NEXT BIG STAR IN SOMEONE’S LIFE.
“i use to know insert your name here“.
most big celebs were working regular jobs and grinding for the present.
a lot of manifestation is involved too but that’s another story.
there was a spot out here in brooklyn called “woodlands“.
it has been since closed but about 4 years ago,
angus use to work there and…

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Episode 5 of Euphoria on HBO called “Stand Still Like the Hummingbird”…
Jesus…
Give Zendaya all the Emmys.
The whole cast has been ACTING this season too.

 people don’t realize how draining it is dealing with an addict.
it’s like when you see them all you remember is when they were good.
we always want to protect those we love.
when we’re forced to watch those we love circling the drain,
you literally feel powerless in the situation.
what do i do?
how do i fix this?
i think my biggest issue with addicts is…

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