^this is how i know van aka @vanliftstuff.
when you go on his twitch stream,
you’ll probably see “dead by daylight” and “massive biceps“.
i’m not complaining because i love the view.
this is what he actually looks like:

unfortunately,
a F-BI fonted to me something that shocked me about van.
they said that van was being alleged homophobic with his twitch chat.

i was taken aback because he was always cool when we have fonted.
so as you know,
if i have access to you,
i’ll send you a message about any allegations.
i posted a story and @ him today because that is usually the fox signal.
i like to get to the top of the story.
van and i had a chat about it and this is what he had to font…

the people need a hero,
even if they sell out or do something heinous.
the amount of shit i see people turning the other cheek for is wild.

when i mentioned lindsey clancy to those IRL,
i got dragged for it.

a few i know were standing with her.
they were all mothers who sided with this she-hyena.
i knew that if they even let her out of prison,
any other un-hinged mother could kill their kids and use lindsay as their motivation.
i saw this on “the neighborhood talk” and ya know…

we live in a time that,
unfortunately,
celebrities speaking out does little than next to nothing.
we live in a time that,
unfortunately,
free speech will get you fucked up out here.
we live in a time that,
unfortunately,
when they do say something:

many of our favs are two seconds away from saying some dumb shit on an IG press release.

that is how i feel about p!nk right now.
boyyyyy,
did she ( x annoy me with that shit ).
i was JUST listening to her first album too.
ugh.
i’ve been one to expect a celeb to speak up to make me feel seen,
but i’ve been getting so disappointed with some of those people.
i’ve noticed that anytime some shit is going down:

everyone is expecting beyonce to say something.

the same bey that doesn’t even tell us an album is dropping.
this flew by on my x-twitter timeline and i was likeeeeeeee…

one thing about jackals who don’t like you:

they gonna find a way to talk about you.

i always found it funny that males were “straight”,
but my gay ass was always the topic of their conversations.
i should have really been the meek mill to their dreams and nightmares.

sidebar: you ever wonder how many DL males you could have had because they were interested,
but because you stayed in defensive mode,
you didn’t properly read the signs?

political streaming wolf,
hasan piker,
always got the red hats all hot ‘n’ bothered.
you know its serious when they had him,
in his drawz,
on the big screen of the ’26 dallas republican convention…

here is what she said.
there is what young jamari heard.

yesterday at work,
one of the younger vixens said something to me that threw me off.
something went down; she felt uncomfortable with another male there.
she admitted she felt more comfortable with me because:

“you’re a girl’s girl.”
“you’re one of the girls.”
“you’re girly pop”
“you’re the universal hand sign for gay”

cue spongebob:

it hit a old wound of trauma that a sat in young jamari...

i am a gay black fox who grew up in a mostly female dominated household.

granted,
there were sprinkles of males around,
but it was mostly female.
i can font that looking back at how i grew up…