Category: GIVIN’ YOU THAT REAL
jordan peele casted me in a movie that i didn’t get a heads up about

i managed to save up a whole stack so far.
i’m trying to be on the next thing smoking,
sooner than later.
if i can get 3k in the next 2 months,
i’m gonna put down my security deposit on my own place.
i was trying to be in The Foxhole this week,
find my rhythm again,
but it gets difficult when you’re staying with a chaos agent (maybe i’ll nickname them that)
this week was yet another installment of:
“the jordan peele movie that i didn’t know i was casted in”
the latest drama was them losing the whole apartment…
Continue reading “jordan peele casted me in a movie that i didn’t get a heads up about” →i’m not surprised by megan thee stallion and klay thompson breaking up tbh

sometimes after the breakup,
i know those “LooK YaLLz! ThIs Is mY MaNZ!” posts hit different.
i like megan thee stallion,
and i don’t understand all the unwarranted hate she gets,
but her relationship with klay thompson was a lesson in…
we have been the maddy and the cassie at some point to a nate

nate.
cassie.
maddy.
like in real life,
we’ve seen a “nate” choose a “cassie” over a ‘maddy”.
“it ain’t gonna last” is what we always say/font and then:
we hear about them getting married,
having kids,
and/or leveling up.
it leaves us confused but as this weird season of “euphoria” unfolds,
that’s the only dynamic that has me paying attention.
it made me think about something i’ve seen play out in real life…
“stand up! let me teach you how to deal with this b!tch”

“jamari…
i know you are upset but you have got to stop letting this take over your emotions.
i’m gonna help you turn this all around…”
that was someone i’ve met here that i word-vomitted to.
they could tell i was up to my wits end with it all.
so they said in font earlier today…
i thought you weren’t doing this again?

so last night i got off work,
met up my neighbor to watch the latest episode of “euphoria”,
and when i got in at around 11pm…
it has gotten really bad.

i didn’t move here for this.
when i was told to come here to escape my last situation,
i didn’t think i was jumping from a frying pan to a pressure cooker.
i feel like everything i was told was a lie,
along with truly not knowing someone i’ve known since the late 2010s.
i didn’t move here to deal with all of this craziness.
it has really been taking a toll on me tbh.
last week,
after that 17 dollar incident,
there was a bigger blow up that has made me even more uncomfortable…




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