so i was on reddit,
not minding my business,
and came across this thread:

personally,
i like my wolves not as big as this.
i like whatever is before the “steroid/body builder” look.
anyhoo,
i’m reading the comments and saw this about not wiping your ass.
allegedly,
this is what was allegedly dropped about heat718…

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what?
what?

WHAT?!?!

if that is true,
i didn’t want to learn that before breakfast either but here we are.
tbh and i could be off base but in my foxy head:

i always believed he hates how he makes money,
but knows gay males are his biggest audience.
the dookie on the bootyhole was a rebellious action.

he knows that was there when he uploaded the video.
it’s not like someone took it and uploaded it without showing him.

to me,
it’s similar to when people are constantly sexualized for their looks.
at first it was cute but it becomes a problem when trauma arises.
so what they do?

they become uglier version of themselves,
oftentimes not bathing or taking care of themselves,
to push people away as a rebellious action.
the uglier and nastier they look; the more people will leave them alone.

in my head,
justin bieber might be doing this.
also in my head:

i think heat718 knows and hates ya’ll love his fat tail

…and he knows as homophobic as he allegedly has gotten,
many of ya’ll will pay top dollar to view that fat tail in motion.

dissociation is so interesting to me.