wow.
just wow.

so i watched the 50 doc on diddy last night,
“sean combs: the reckoning“,
and again: wow.
this is a very well put together docuseries.
it’s not a full drag sesh in what we thought 50 would do,
but it is very informative in how this pokémon got into it’s final form.
off top,
i blame 3 things…

his mama
andre harrell
the city college stampede

the first two coddled him and fed his ego,
making him believe he was unstoppable.
the last one:

when someone who is already got an ego is able to get away with a crime without getting punished for it,
that is how monsters are created; how most serial killers are made.
they got away with killing one person so it becomes natural.

we see it all the time with stans.
many of our favs came from problematic backgrounds,
coddled because of their looks and talents.
once the entire forest makes excuses and defends bad behavior,
they could stand over a body with a knife and people will say/font:

“YESSSSSSSSSS!!!!
KILL THAT LITTLE BITCH!”

so after watching this doc,
and how it allegedly tied together all of his patterns,
diddy was a creation of circumstance.
it’s a shame because:

what if he used his powers for good?

lowkey: was it implied he was having sex in the same room as his son too?
what in the…?