i think i’ve found a great way to describe depression

it’s hard to describe what depression feels like.
what being in a dark place feels like for myself and many of us.
i’ve tried to put it into words and i just come up with “extreme sadness“.
for those on the outside,
their advice is:

“You’ll be fine after you take a walk or put a penis in your mouth.”

…because walking and sex are the cure for everything.
there are many power walkers and human sex toys that are still depressed.
depression is similar to having a monster in your brain.
it takes control of every negative emotion within your body.
the monster’s sole purpose is to turn your entire world upside down.
it knows we are too weak to fight it so…

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SOME OF YA’LL WOULD END UP LIKE MARILYN MONROE TBH

i’ve been writing on the foxhole since 09.
i’ve been fascinated with the entertainment industry way before that.
from people i know irl to those i’ve written about:

A majority of these folks aren’t stars.

i’ll say 90%.
they are simply stand-ins at a dress rehearsal.
you know a real star when they arise.
i watched the trailer for the new netflix doc about marylin monroe.
it’s called “the mystery of marilyn monroe: the unheard tapes“:

i started thinking about how it’s so easy to reveal secrets these days.
back in marilyn’s day,
when someone tried to out or reveal secrets about public figures,
even if you aren’t one or not

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SO I’M BACK FROM MY TIME IN OZARK

i was in need of an escape.
nothing feels better than getting lost in someone else’s problems.
many of you like reality tv for that reason.
i love a well-scripted drama as you know.
for the past week,
i was hooked on netflix’s ozark.
it stars jason bateman,
laura linney,
and julia garner.

Ozark is Breaking Bad’s baby.
The show is about a family who gets caught up with the cartel through money laundering.
Unlike Breaking Bad,
the entire family knows what’s up.

i started last weekend and finally finished yesterday

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SO STRANGER THINGS IS ABOUT TO COME SUPER HARD ON US?

like i fonted in the past entry below:

I AM HOOKED ON NETFIX’S “OZARK”

i just started the 3rd season last night and my head is already spinning.
i’m always late with shows.
either i never hear about them,
the hype turns me off,
or i wasn’t interested before.
ozark is one show that i barely heard anyone talking about.
even though netflix is getting disrespectful with their prices,
( x see here )
they tend to have good content with their shows.
another show on netflix that i love is stranger things.
i got into that in the very beginning.
i think?
i forget all about it until they dropped this massive 4th season trailer

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so i finally finished squid game on netflix and well…

if this was the first game,
i’d be dead af.
when i first heard everyone talking about squid game,
i thought it was a legit game.
like,
the next candy crush or some shit.
i didn’t think it was a tv show on netflix.
sidebar: netflix just beez knowings.
i hate hype so i tend to hold on until the storm has passed,
but i was bored and wanted to know what the hub bub was all about.
i avoided spoilers,
trailers,
and reviews so i didn’t know wtf i was getting into.
foxhole (with heavy spoilers below)…

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when the penis is nice and big on the show, you might have to hop on it in real life too (it’s sex/life)

*the following entry is rated r.
viewer discretion is strongly advised.

picture this:

You are an actor in a show.
You meet your love interest and he is fuckin’ fione.
The movie requires you both to have some intense sex scenes.
You realize the real-life sex might be as good as the show sex.
Guess what happens after reenacting a scene in your trailer from 11pm to 3am?

i mean,
some of us fuck our co-workers for less.
that is how it seems sarah shahi met her australian co-star,

adam demos,
on netflix’s “sex/life“.

 

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judging from this scene in the show…

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