i did something yesterday that is still sitting with me.
for the life of me,
i don’t know WHY i did it but it happened…

so i had to pick up a friend from her doctor’s appointment.
she needed someone to sign her out.
it was pouring in new yawk yesterday and of course:

jamari fox was running late.

when am i not?
shockingly,
i got into the city earlier than expected.
so before i go get her,
i had like 15 minutes to spare.
before i left my spot,
i didn’t eat anything so i was hungry.

realistically,
i wanted ramen but i couldn’t sit to eat it.

as i was walking in the city,
i saw a “jersey mike’s” randomly at the corner.
i’ve heard about it from my “out of forest” friends so i said:

“lemme get a quick sandwich because i got like a little time.
they’ll make it quick and it’s not “subway” so why not?”

i ordered a turkey and provolone with what i like on it.
during my wait,
i was on my phone and wasn’t paying attention.
atp,
i’m down to 10 minutes.
when i got the sandwich,
i go to sit and eat it:

Foxhole,
it was a tuna sandwich.

…and instead of me getting up to get my correct sandwich,
i ate the tuna.

that’s right,
i ate the tuna sandwich.

on another day,
i would have gotten up and get what i ordered,
but i had no time to do all of that.
i was wet and was kinda already not in the mood because of the weather.

the sandwich was good with whatever they put on it but like,
what?

i dunno why this is still bothering me today.
it feels like i settled or something.
i can’t explain it or put my feelings into words correctly.

lowkey: i’m not blaming “jersey mike’s” because they did nothing wrong.
i didn’t like that i didn’t correct it.