so diddy was only found guilty of two charges.
surprise surprise.
at this point,
i wouldn’t be shocked he walks out of prison today.
we got a “big beautiful bill” that is about to screw many americans,
including those who voted for our new president,
out of their health care and benefits.
anyone ( x lower income ) could as well continue to stay poor.
so that is going to end well! /s
don’t even start with americans being considered of deportation:

every day,
it’s always something in this forest that makes me question reality.
even in my own life,
it feels like:

Nothing makes sense,
everything is upside down,
and I’m even questioning if God care anymore.

but then i realized something in this current timeline…

Everything that is happening is a pattern.
If we know something is a pattern,
why get upset about it?

don’t act shocked when things don’t work out and villains get the win.
we have entered a new kind of hell without any warning.
nothing has made sense to me after 2020.

I’m at a point in my life where I have limited expectations.
There is no reason to get upset with shit that is happening anymore.
At this point,
I’m expecting AND accepting pure bullshit with most outcomes.

i think there is peace in there somewhere.
what i’ve come to realize:

No one is doing anything to correct or fix any of the horrible things happening.
In fact,
people are allowing this shit to happen so what is getting upset going to do?

if these are the “last days” my late grandmother kept yelling to the roof tops,
and we are headed on a crash course to a deeper part of hell,
i don’t want spend my days feeling hopeless.
they say the definition of crazy is doing the same thing and expecting different results.
if that’s the case:

Expect the same results and readjust your expectations to these patterns.

when something different happens,
and it actually sticks to the wall,
then act shocked.

lowkey: i’m all for a good “wow” response to certain outcomes now.
a jamari “wow” = “i knew this was gonna happen but it’s wild it happened anyway”.