often times when we ask God for something,
shit tends to go south very quickly.
you can’t expect to get anything in life that easy.
you often have to put in a ton of work to achieve your goal.
so when i’m trying to manifest something i truly desire,
i’ve always noticed that it never comes easily.
when we are in school,
we must take a test at the end of a semester.
you will be tested in the school of hard knocks.
now i don’t know if it’s just me…
i love the law of attraction.
from very young,
when i would think of something i wanted,
it would somehow appear to me really quickly.
in the teachings of the law of attraction,
you have to act like you already have it.
“fake it til you make it”.
i would apply that same method when i met someone i was interested in.
they would have to show signs they were interested in me also.
i would consciously imagine we were already together in being an optimist.
the problem is… Continue reading “i have a nasty habit”
i’ve been asking myself if i’ve been getting…
Good or bad karma these last few months?
this whole decade has been a see saw.
i think i’m getting something great,
but i end up losing more.
it’s been some bs.
it could have been tough learning lessons to set me up now.
the full moon this morning is the last of the decade.
it started at 12:12.
diddy posted something interesting about it on his ig…
we meet him,
we like him,
we wanna be with him.
…and end scene.
i don’t know if you’re like me,
but i am easily turned off as i am turned on.
i might really dig someone,
fall head first into these crazy crushes,
but the moment he does something that makes me have to side eye tf outta him,
he’s pretty much cancelled for me.
i’m very weary to dealing with fuck shit these days.
i was thinking about something that i wanted to share with the foxhole.
if dude is treating you like that now…
This has been a tough upcoming holiday season.
2019 has been the pits.
it seems many people are losing folks left and right.
in the last week…
i woke up with something on my spirit that i wanted to share with the foxhole.
i went to bed with ari lennox and her beef with the “soul train awards” on my mind.
this was the first thought when i woke up.
We HAVE to stop chasing things/people/males that don’t want us
i have been suffering from it but i had my “a-ha” moment last night…