most of us have triggers.
if you don’t or have worked through yours,
the rest of us either keep it under control or react nastily when confronted by them.
there are certain people who see you as “the threat“.
people have tried to destroy others over jealousy and envy.
you didn’t necessarily do anything to provoke them.
you were just being you and they hated it.
i’ve been labeled “the threat” on countless occasions.
i’ll start out really cool with some folks,
Jamari Fox is a threat
i’ve been on the threat status because:
Males they wanted have shown signs of wanting to smash me stupid
People genuinely took a liking to me
They got intimidated by my talent
all kinds of weirdo shit,
but here i am thinking the person is cool af and i’m cheering them on.
the thing about me…
*there is a message in here somewhere.
i played monopoly with a friend of mine.
i’ve only played the game 1 time before that.
all i know about monopoly is:
It ruins friendships
It can go on for hours
as we were playing yesterday…
you ever met someone that you really enjoyed?
their personality was so infectious that it instantly drew you in.
it’s like they glowed when they walked into the room for the first time.
you just KNEW they were gonna be in your life,
and for a short time,
they actually were.
outta nowhere tho…
everyone needs a break from time to time.
this is why the word “vacation” makes people feel all tingly inside.
in this panorama world,
traveling for vacation is out of the question.
i’ve been thinking of doing a staycation in the city but money has been a little tight.
i’ve been feeling beat.
the news and social media has been a little too much tbh.
I needed a break or I was gonna have a breakdown
so i did it…
i was talking to one of my home vixens today.
we were discussing 2020 and things we have learned this year.
it’s no secret that this year has literally taken most of us through the wringer.
many of us made it out stronger,
others are still in the process,
and the rest are still chasing outside validation.
i learned many things this year,
but one thing i’ve had a lot of training in…