i always tell people that when a loved one dies,
your spirit will always remind you.
there are some years you may forget but on birthdays,
or death anniversaries,
you’ll suddenly remember out of nowhere.

“ooooh,
this is why i’ve been feeling so moody.
it’s “such and such” death anniversary…”

some years,
you’ll keep it moving because you are in a good headspace.
when you are going through a lot,
the sadness feels heavier even though it’s years or decades.

love never dies even if their physical isn’t there anymore.

as you know,
i’m dealing with a lot in this new chapter.
i’m grateful for everyone who reaches out to uplift and check in.
every year,
like clockwork around memorial day…

my spirit reminds me when star fox was taken.

last week,
between the:

“the then and the now”
the consistent shenanigans of chaos magnet
and my boss slowly revealing themselves as a micro manager…

its been a lot on my plate.
i started feeling overwhelmed so i shut it down.
i needed a break to recharge and reset.

i needed it cause i felt myself wanting to give up.
definitely not gonna allow that.

rest in continuous power to my brother from another,
star fox.

to everyone else,
thanks for holding.