we were cool af or so i thought.
he would come to me for advice and want to chill.
it wasn’t until a vixen hinted i might be gay that it all changed.
it went from us being close to him avoiding me.
he wanted to save his reputation than our friendship.
it hurt because i thought he was my friend.
that ( x tyler lepley entry ) sort of triggered me.
i’ve lost straight “friends” over rumors of my sexuality.
once someone does a fox hunt on me…
some males don’t want to be guilty by association.
that’s a hurt that many gay males know all too well.
i got a call from scavenger asking me this question:
“Why do people think only gay people are the ones with HIV?”
it was a very “huh?” question,
but i let him know many straights are catching diseases out here too.
he went on to tell me how his home-wolf/jackal feels some kind of way about gay males…
on an upcoming group trip to another country,
where they’ll be plenty of pussy in abundance,
a friend of scavenger’s bailed because according to him:
“Why ya’ll invite some gay men on this trip?”
now i’m not going on this trip,
but a fox was invited by scavenger’s girl.
“Why you got his number?”
“Nah I don’t feel comfortable with a gay man going.”
“What if he got HIV?”
i was absolutely confused.
scavenger and his other home-wolf stuck up for the fox,
but it fell on deaf ears.
and they’ll just have to deal.
scavenger is hurt by his friend’s ignorance:
A) he tends to live in the clouds at times
B) he never experienced that before
welcome to being friends with someone gay in a world where people are ignorant.
i am not a pedophile,
there is no:
“They are gonna take me into an alley and rape me!!!!”
my little ass ain’t even about that life.
a majority of gay males aren’t either.
we tend to be minding our business.
i treat everyone with respect and i know boundaries.
standing next to me or being my friend doesn’t mean someone is gay or bi.
His dick in my mouth or ass means he is gay or bi
i keep a healthy distance from all males unless you show me you allow me into your space.
i don’t feel comfortable around males i don’t know as they were often my bullies.
it’s hurtful when you are treated like a leper because you are same-sex attracted,
but that is what comes with this life.
only the strong survive.
lowkey: shout out to all the straight males who rocked with me even though i’m gay.
you are a blessing.