we were cool af or so i thought.
he would come to me for advice and want to chill.
straight.
platonic.
it wasn’t until a vixen hinted i might be gay that it all changed.
suddenly,
it went from us being close to him avoiding me.
he wanted to save his reputation than our friendship.
it hurt because i thought he was my friend.

true story.
that ( x tyler lepley entry ) sort of triggered me.
i’ve lost straight “friends” over rumors of my sexuality.
once someone does a fox hunt on me…

some males don’t want to be guilty by association.
that’s a hurt that many gay males know all too well.
earlier today,
i got a call from scavenger asking me this question:

“Why do people think only gay people are the ones with HIV?”

it was a very “huh?” question,
but i let him know many straights are catching diseases out here too.
he went on to tell me how his home-wolf/jackal feels some kind of way about gay males…

Continue reading “he doesn’t want to go on the trip because he thinks a gay man will give him hiv by association” →

i always say nothing is more dangerous than the homophobic hyena or jackal.
even if they fuck the same sex,
once the “after nut high” wears off,
that’s when the demon might emerge.
many have suffered or died because of it.
a hyena out in la was randomly attacking and stabbing gay males.
a foxholer sent me this story via “la times“…

Continue reading “when the homophobia jumps out and a demon can’t be contained in los angeles” →

speaking of,
i’m due to listen to “lemonade” soon.
i like to give queen b’s music a break so i can miss her.
i don’t take it as seriously as some,
but i hate when i’m chatting with a straight wolf and it’s:

“PAUSE this; PAUSE that.”

after.
every.
fuckin.
sentence.
we get it,
you’re straight and say questionable shit.
i wasn’t judging before.
i will going forward.
the straights who know i get down get checked asap for it.
well a trans-vixen from “pose” on fx,
angelica ross,
called out beyonce for her using the word,
“pause“.

“I don’t give a fuck,
chucking my deuces up
Suck on my balls,
pause,
I had enough…“ – “sorry“, lemonade

these are her tweets…
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i heard gay males over here use to love going to brazil for their meat.
not the food,
but the fine brazilian males that live in those parts.
all that has changed and many gays are in fear of their lives.
an openly gay congressman,
jean wyllys,
has left the country because of all the rampant homophobia.
a foxholer sent me this from “npr”…
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that looks like a nice profile picture for grindr.

nice smile
light skinneded
exxotical

all he needed was leaked nudes and we have a win!
on a serious note,
this story about omar mateen is getting weird.
it seems the killer jackal allegedly was kinda in the life.
he may have been one of us.
wolf,
hybrid,
or fox?
well this is what gawker had to say…
Continue reading “So The Killer Jackal Really Liked The Male Species Too?” →

homophobia has always been so interesting to me.
i always wondered why people are homophobic?
like whats the story?
everyone has a reason why they don’t like something.
hell vixens can be homophobic towards gay men.
you’ll be surprised who has the most to say during an episode of “empire”.
well i use to be homophobic.
for me,
it started when i was a teenager…
Continue reading “You Use To Be Homophobic Too” →