Something happened yesterday and it’s bothering me…
…and i wanted to get the fohxole’s opinion.
so i was playing ps4 with one of my straight wolvesyesterday.
we get in a match and this random needed help with a challenge.
he sent my friend a message from his screen name. cool.
we helped him and after we left,
the random wanted to join us to play.
my straight wolf friend is a nice one and said “sure“.
we played a few matches with this person but they couldn’t hear us.
we were in a party chat talking and shootingthe shit. i decided, and this was my bad, to invite them into our party chat.
that was probably where i fucked up.
when he comes in,
i could tell he was gay. latin.
i was happy it wasn’t a 13-year-old. we’re not into the first game of him in the party chat and he gonna ask…
we were cool af or so i thought. he would come to me for advice and want to chill. straight. platonic. it wasn’t until a vixen hinted i might be gay that it all changed. suddenly, it went from us being close to him avoiding me.
he wanted to save his reputation than our friendship. it hurt because i thought he was my friend.
that ( x tyler lepley entry ) sort of triggered me.
i’ve lost straight “friends” over rumors of my sexuality.
once someone does a fox hunt on me…
some males don’t want to be guilty by association.
that’s a hurt that many gay males know all too well.
i got a call from scavenger asking me this question:
“Why do people think only gay people are the ones with HIV?”
it was a very “huh?” question,
but i let him know many straights are catching diseases out here too. he went on to tell me how his home-wolf/jackal feels some kind of way about gay males…
coming from a lady gaga fan? i laugh.
secretly the ones every gay wants to conquer a straight wolf.
you can act like you don’t. “no i don’t even look at them.” “why do gays look at them?” blah blah muhfuck blah.
when you see that fine straight wolf on the train,
or even at work and he makes you feel something deep inside… the answer already lies in the blood.
many of these straight wolves are very homophobic.
it could come from many issues.
as much as they try to avoid the queens out there,
they can’t avoid “my homeboy i trust with my life who happens to be dl”.
there are many masculine wolves out there who like dick.
once they find out their brother or best friend is gay,
they may change their tune. so last night i was texting a straight friend from an old job…