coming from a lady gaga fan?
secretly the ones every gay wants to conquer a straight wolf.
you can act like you don’t.
“no i don’t even look at them.”
“why do gays look at them?”
blah blah muhfuck blah.
when you see that fine straight wolf on the train,
or even at work and he makes you feel something deep inside…
the answer already lies in the blood.
many of these straight wolves are very homophobic.
it could come from many issues.
as much as they try to avoid the queens out there,
they can’t avoid “my homeboy i trust with my life who happens to be dl”.
there are many masculine wolves out there who like dick.
once they find out their brother or best friend is gay,
they may change their tune.
so last night i was texting a straight friend from an old job…
we been cool for a while now.
when i met him at a retail job we use to work at,
he was really homophobic.
i mean to the point i didn’t even want to be around him.
over the years,
he became real cool and stopped being an asshole.
so last night,
we started talking about some of the people from that job.
bitches he had fucked and so on.
he started talkin’ about this gay supervisor:
“he use to make me so uncomfortable”
“because he would always be touching on me and saying suspect shit.”
“omg are you serious?”
“yeah started stalking me on facebook and shit
asking me for work out advice and wanting to chill
“i looked at gay people after that as the enemy.
i became real homophobic because they always tried hitting on me.
being disrespectful as fuck.
i didn’t want them around me.
i wanted to kill that faggot we use to work with tho
i took no offense to it.
i understood his frustration.
these messy queens go overboard,
and from our supervisor at that…
“well he was what i like to call a messy queen”
“you don’t act like that you just wanted to be cool”
“yeah i don’t do messy”
“i didn’t feel any kind of way when you told me you fucked with niggas.
i kinda already knew since you wasn’t talking about bitches when we worked together.”
“naw i was there to work plus i was real quiet.”
“yeah it was like damn nigga do you talk”
“i thought you hated me tbh”
“naw not even.
i assumed you were like that and since our supervisor was acting like that
i put you in that category so i stayed away from you”
that blew my mind.
it took one messy queen to put us all in a box.
i always thought he was attractive,
but ive never wanted to “try to find a way to turn him out”.
i have a huge fear of rejection plus i don’t want to be known for that.
people do talk,
and will set you up.
its one thing to talk about the fine baller wolves and @attentionwhores online.
you may never meet them…
…and usually they “experiment” from online hookups from some of these “fags”.
you know the ones they diss in plain sight right?
its another thing to try to come onto every straight wolf you come across in RL.
maybe if i did,
my sex life would be a lot more exciting?
i started to wonder about the homophobic wolves.
some of them have true hatred in their hearts for gays.
is it a temporary thing tho?
they haven’t met the right one?
when i told my straight wolf friend about me,
i did it because we been friends for such a long time.
he has always had my back and shared a lot of personal shit with me over the years.
he still hates the messy ones as i do,
but he isn’t as hateful.
that’s all it took.
is that how it is with everyone?
should you be the change the homophobes need to see?
or are some just going to be like that for the rest of their lives?
as the years go on,
more wolves are becoming more tolerant.
then again this is new york.
“we” are damn near everywhere.
some of us started out homophobic as well.
so i had to ask…
Can a homophobic wolf really change his fur?
*there was more from our convo.
i’ll write about it soon!