this has been a really interesting year for all of us.
the fact we made it close to the end of 221 says it was a good year.
even though a lot of shit went down for me,
i (and you) are about to finish out Q4 strong.
many of us ended friendships and situationships this year.
i won’t lie but it hurt my feelings to see how things ended with some,
but my biggest thought was:
“They hurt me and no one has hit me up to even talk about it.
It was so easy for them to bounce.
All those ‘I love you’ and ‘You are so dope’ meant nada?
but the reality of why they haven’t reached out is simple…
They don’t care.
they don’t care about you.
if people that were once in your life actually care about you,
they’ll hit you up to have a conversation in a few days or maybe a week.
if months go by and there is not even a text message or email,
it’s safe to assume they were never really down for you as you thought.
thats perfectly fine.
i was so easy to dismiss is really fucked up,
but it’s the reality of life and people.
If they cared,
they woulda BEEN contacted you.
If you were so special,
they wouldn’t even let beef stir in the pot for so long.
so in 222,
when people bounce out your life and don’t hit you up to at least talk about it:
They don’t care and never cared about you.
…and as much as it hurts,
you won’t care anymore as time goes on either.
“Your heart is not open so I must go.
The spell has been broken, I loved you so.”