i’m not in the business of outing anyone.
never believed in that.
i live by a code of silence of what i know.
the entertainment industry.
a place where people come to pursue their dreams.
people think they get signed and everything is all hunky-dory.
what they don’t realize is behind those doors is something that they aren’t ready for.
Are you ready?…
i use to live in a bubble.
one in which is filled with being clueless and having rose colored glasses on.
artists that i loved and would curse you out over.
this person had swag so i wanted to be like them.
they had an iPhone in the video?
well i needed to get one too.
when i say i was a stan couple years ago?
well, i became desensitized working in the industry.
not all the way because i am still shocked at things when people tell me.
i have met some of those same artists is stanned for and they had the nastiest attitudes.
the rumors came to life and threw up on me.
functioning drug addicts who know how to turn on the sober when they walk on a television set.
lames who grew up in good neighborhoods who have been constructed into thugs.
good girl images who are really diva bitches.
i have seen the light.
now i have met people who were extremely nice and remembered me even later on,
but it was always the d-list stars with the bad fuckin’ attitudes.
let’s talk about the gays and bi-sexuals…
the gays are the popular kids and the straights sit at the loser table in the industry.
do you ever ask yourself, “why are they friends?” or “how did they meet?“.
they had gay rumors,
and now they have a baby or getting married?
they use to work together and now they don’t even speak.
you ever see a bunch of people who have gay rumors swirling around hanging in the same clique?
they all are at the same event?
all the gays hang with each other.
you ever look at who works with who?
play connect the dots.
the rappers and baller wolves talking about fucking all these hoes are trying to fuck me.
singers who are singing about pussy and actually using their boi pussy for the highest bidder.
they do it for that record contract or lifestyle upgrade.
they can’t buy that car or crib with that measly record contract.
help them if they have a 360 contract.
it is all common sense really.
everything in the industry is about money.
if you have no money,
then you aren’t getting inside.
that or a mean back shot/taking back shots.
it takes money to pay off these djs to play your music.
radio stations have their favorites because that check is sweet.
talent is great,
but how many un-talented people are making waves now?
how is this artist who isn’t selling records ballin’ out of control?
where is this money coming from?
they don’t write or produce… so?
everything is smoke and mirrors.
this is entertainment.
they are here to entertain us.
this is why MANY good looking people are just regular joes.
they want to be models or annoys us with their bad songs.
social networks are where people live out there dreams of being a celebrity.
it is best to live in an online world and find validation there.
it takes a different mind-set to be a star.
one who touches the lives of millions.
people don’t get that.
ain’t that right george hill and all the other wolves who attention whore?
your followers won’t get you on that screen or behind that mic.
these wolves are just sex symbols for the gays.
enjoy the attention,
but get your head out the clouds.
i started to wonder why do people chase these entertainment dreams?
they go in with bright eyes.
they don’t know the other side.
the one they will soon regret.
look at britney spears.
she is a perfect example of what the industry will do to you if you aren’t careful.
she is very sweet in person.
it makes me sad to look at her now.
her eyes tell a story.
so if you aren’t willing to sell your soul or suck that dick,
then you could as well get a regular day job and stay where you are.
i had to ask…