we live in a time that,
unfortunately,
celebrities speaking out does little than next to nothing.
we live in a time that,
unfortunately,
free speech will get you fucked up out here.
we live in a time that,
unfortunately,
when they do say something:

many of our favs are two seconds away from saying some dumb shit on an IG press release.

that is how i feel about p!nk right now.
boyyyyy,
did she ( x annoy me with that shit ).
i was JUST listening to her first album too.
ugh.
i’ve been one to expect a celeb to speak up to make me feel seen,
but i’ve been getting so disappointed with some of those people.
i’ve noticed that anytime some shit is going down:

everyone is expecting beyonce to say something.

the same bey that doesn’t even tell us an album is dropping.
this flew by on my x-twitter timeline and i was likeeeeeeee…

one thing about jackals who don’t like you:

they gonna find a way to talk about you.

i always found it funny that males were “straight”,
but my gay ass was always the topic of their conversations.
i should have really been the meek mill to their dreams and nightmares.

sidebar: you ever wonder how many DL males you could have had because they were interested,
but because you stayed in defensive mode,
you didn’t properly read the signs?

political streaming wolf,
hasan piker,
always got the red hats all hot ‘n’ bothered.
you know its serious when they had him,
in his drawz,
on the big screen of the ’26 dallas republican convention…

this body language <

when two people are interested in each other,
there is an energy they both carry.
there is a spark or even heat if its really intense.
offset and her had a lot of chemistry because there was genuine interest:

this is why i’m not convinced with cardi and maduka yet.
we know when she is interested because she can’t hide it.
i mean,
if it was any one of us who bagged NFL baller soccer wolf,
maduka okoye,
the roof tops would be shouting.
i mean,
look at the material:

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some of y’all wouldn’t be able to keep your mouthes shut.
in more ways than one.

question: do you guys think he has a big penis?
and a good stroke resume?

anyhoo…
cardi was spotted with maduka in italy,
and allegedly they went on a date,
but here is the thing…

i’ve had situations where DL wolves flirt with me privately,
but as soon as they were around others in public,
they were acting like i was the source of covid-19.
if they even acted like they were cool with me,
it would put a spotlight above our heads.
it annoyed TF outta me because it always made me feel like i was the problem.

NAH,
I WASN’T THE PROBLEM.

if he thought i was gonna try to tongue him down in public,
he clearly didn’t know me well enough.
i know how to conduct myself in public.
the thought i came to recently is:

HE wanted to tongue me down in public.
HE wanted to be himself with me but he was scared others would see him.
HE wanted to be comfortable but he knew he would expose himself.

so it had nothing to do with me; it had everything to do with those males.

i’m another male who is attracted to other males tho so its different for me.

i always ask this question and i never get an answer.
so i’ll ask it again because may this time i will:

if a trans vixen is considered to be a biological woman,
a straight wolf hitting on her is par the course,
right?

straight wolves hit on vixens all the time,
so for laverne cox to tell keke palmer on her podcast that…

i was gonna post my fav pic of lance gross for this entry,
but i can’t find it.
ugh.
so we’ll use this:

…as back ups to prove no point other than “dark chocolate is good for us“.
lance has a good eye for clothes cause i always love many of his looks,
but unfortunately:

he doesn’t have a good eye for hair color

i’m with his mother on this one…

i don’t know what came over me last year,
or maybe the year before,
but “jolene” from dolly parton was my top 5 song.

when i font you that i was OBSESSED.
when i read bey was gonna redo the song,
i was high key hyped:

…but her version fell flat in my expectations.
it was cool but i don’t revisit it.
i’m fonting all of this…