i was just telling someone the other day how tamar braxton is good for tv.
so much so,
they can’t seem to find someone with her same magnetism on “the real“.
as dynamic as tamar is,
i wouldn’t peg her for someone who would try to take her own life.
maybe that’s the problem in thinking that because i’ve tried to do it on multiple occasions.
i couldn’t sleep last night so when i hopped on twitter,
i saw this news via “tmz“…
they say she is stable but unconscious.
we don’t know what people are dealing with.
highlight reels on ig don’t fully explain whats going on in the background of someone’s mind.
i’ve posted happy things and was depressed af.
this is tamar’s last ig post before she tried to take her own life:
the viewer would think “oh she just needs a vacation“,
but it seems like there was more to it than that.
during this pandemic,
all the bad news,
trump’s administration woes,
and add on the other shit going on in our lives…
it can really lead us down a really dark path.
I urge that if you’re feeling down in the depths of depression,
PLEASE don’t hesitate to reach out to someone.
don’t make a permanent decision just yet.
i’ve started this thing called the “mental diet“.
i learned about it ( x on reddit ) the other day.
i’m trying to work on replacing negative thoughts with positive ones.
it’s not easy,
but i’m determined to try something new within my life.
i’m sending my prayers to tamar,
but i’m also sending prayers to you.
if you’re silently suffering from suicidal thoughts,
i pray that you can find the light and purpose within your life.
may God and The Universe give you a sign that you’re here for a reason.
trust me in knowing it gets tough,
but i’m still hanging on.
you need to as well.
lowkey: i’m actively protecting my time,
and power on social media.
its starting to be too much tbh.
even people i know in real life are draining me.
i might have to set timers of the times i go on there and what i indulge in.
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