take from me,
it can be challenging to run a website.

For me,
I’ve been dealing with so much shit in real life for the last two years.
I been pushed and pulled in so many directions,
suffered from serious burnout,
and was on legit auto pilot trying to get it together.
Its just me having to deal with all of it.

i haven’t done it all right because when i’m burnout i wanna be left alone,
but i’m lucky to have amazing and top tier friends/supporters who give me grace.

the stress can be heavy and realistically,
selfish people just won’t get it.
aah,
it’s similar to:

Working at a job and needing a vacation but using up your sick days because you need time off.
When you use up all your sick days and have no vacation days,
it can feel like a prison you start rebelling from.

or:

Everyone asking you when you’re gonna have kids and you’re trying to keep your checking account from going overdraft.

so i understand the owner of myvidster but at the same time,
i don’t understand what is happening.
sometimes,
i check to see if myvidster and i see:

“Power Meow activating”

what THEEEE FUCK does that even mean.
i go on there again and i see this:

what?
what?
WHAT?

myvidster shouldn’t even be in place where it is off.
all these messages on this blank canvas is so bizarre.
this is my issue with a lot of content creators.

Not everything needs to be said or argued.

you need a break?
take one.
you are getting harassed by randoms in DMS?
ignore.
imo
this whole myvidster debacle is coming off like:

The owner took it away to punish people but then wants to tease it’s coming back in some other capacity,
but then we have to wonder if it’ll be snatched away again once the meow deactivates.

it’s giving mental and emotional abuse,
especially for those of us who actually enjoyed the site.
i had some good ass scenes saved on there from years ago.
ugh.

I hope during this “meow power activation”,
whoever owns this site takes the break they need and puts that site back up.
If the plan is to keep it shut down,
stand on that so we can all move on from these breadcrumbs.

…because realistically,
the site should be still running.
this is high key getting on all of our nerves.
thanks!

lowkey: myvidster is like an abusive jackal with a fat wallet and good dick.