there are two types of personalities out there.
one finds energy amongst people and are social butterflies.
those would be called extroverts.
the other would be introverts.
those folks find most of their energy alone and are naturally shy.
i’m an introvert.
nice to meet ya.
“why you do quiet?”
“why you home on a friday night?”
“why you dont get drunk and need to be carried out the club?”
“why you not getting no dick right now?”
“why you alone?”
“why you not? why you not? why you not?”
well most introverts are usually judged.
people don’t understand us.
usually the extroverted.
hell some black folk in general don’t seem to understand it either.
if you not turnt up all the time then you a weirdo.
almost every successful person happens to be one.
introverts tend to be drawn to the arts.
we know how to turn it on in front of the camera/people,
but we thrive in our quiet time.
we immerse ourselves in what we want out of life.
we also love to observe people,
which happens to be our stronger traits.
even tho some of them aren’t successful,
those same attentionistos on instagram are introverts.
social media is their stage.
their picture trail and “gawd why am i single?” woes reveal a lot.
i’ll be honest with cha.
i’d rather spend more time on my blog than being out of the scene.
i’d rather be working on my career than be at the club.
they think that becase
now don’t get me wrong,
i love to go out.
when i have money,
its “bright lights; big city”.
sitting in vip at exclusive clubs,
and meeting new people…
…but after a while,
i’m politely getting my shit and throwing up the dueces.
i’m not mister “turn up; poppin’ bottles”.
i’m def mister “shy, awkward, but looking’ good while doing it”.
people think that because i dress nice and funny that i’m everywhere.
people assume i’m mister “life of the party” and want to party with me.
they even assume i do a lot of fuckin’.
they gonna be in for a nice surprise.
what has helped me tremendously,
because i use to be painfully shy,
is working in environments that forced me to interact with people.
i desperately had to learning how to come out my fur.
if you notice,
most of the celebs i listed had to learn in some way to deal with higher energy.
in life life however,
it seems the more extroverted you are,
the more success you will be when it comes to meeting wolves.
baller wolves tend to be drawn to those always “everywhere” folks.
you know the “types” i’m talmbout.
the one who have no issue being bold in going after what they want.
the “types” that cool their asses down after a while..
…and not in the good way.
does have high energy in the bedroom and life goals count?
lately i have just wanted to be alone.
i’m not really in the mood to deal with a ton of people right now.
add having no money and there ya go.
god knows i’m usually drained by the time i get out of work.
some days i wish i was extroverted,
but i guess thats just not in my personality.
so i had to wonder…