… But Wants To FUCK U?
Why do they do what they do?
Especially if they know they will get caught up in the near future?
Have you ever met “The One Who Kinda Hates Himself”?
Um yeah, I know we all have.
I have actually sat in the same room as one, cringing.
Either trying to crack “GAY” jokes on everyone,
or talking about “HOW ALL THESE FAGGOTS ARE WALKING ROUND HEA…”.
Everyone is GAY to him.
GAY GAY GAY.
He can point out someone GAY in a crowd.
He is ANTI GAY… but he knows so much about them, which always puzzled me.
But, it’s funny because deep down inside…
He either wants some hard pipe or a warm Foxhole.
I never understood why they do what they do.
Secretly, they want to know what it feels like to be a Fox… or even a Wolf.
And are usually caught lurking on chat sites or in the back of gay clubs.
Seriously, what is the point?
I mean, do I need to add people to the roster of “Ones Who Hate Themselves”?
So many priests, celebrities, and random Joes outing themselves trying to out others.
I think the most famous one is Eddie Longstroke.
He was homophobic in his sermons, but secretly turning out boys in his congregation.
I use to know one in real life.
He went to a church and he was so anti-anything gay.
I tried to be cool with him, since we were introduced by a mutual friend
who wanted me to go to church after the deaths of my parents.
I was also told he lost his parents and it would be wise to connect with him.
So, I would try to get to know him but he would do the nastiest things to me.
I would call him and say “What are you doing?”
He would reply:
“Your not my girlfriend. Why are you asking me what am I doing?”
I would call again just to have random conversation:
“Hey whats going on?”
“Dudes don’t ask each other whats going on…”
… and for a while,
that use to have my brain all fucked up.
Like, other Straight Wolves would call and ask me to chill and would ask me:
“Yo J whas good? wha you doing?”
…and I wouldn’t know what to say LOL.
He would be nasty and jealous of me and even have his fat girlfriend spite me.
He went around the same church and was telling people that I tried to come onto him.
WHICH I DIDN’T, BTW.
He was okay with acne and bad teeth,had no style, and was broke as HELL.
His only redeeming quality was his plump ass.
If I was the type to come onto random Straight Wolves,
I’m sure my love and sex life would be a lot more exciting.
Some believed what he was saying, while a whole slew of others didn’t.
Outwardly I was PISSED but inwardly, I was really hurt.
I had some Wolves ready to beat his ass one night for starting that rumor.
I never did anything to him that would make him question me.
Now that I look at it, it all worked out because he was definitely missing a lot of swag.
Plus, people thought HE was gay and talked mad shit about him.
I always wondered about homophobia.
Why do these people want to preach so much hate, but end up being the same thing they hate?
Is it them reflecting a mirror on another to avoid themselves?
If this is the case, wouldn’t it just be easier to shut up and keep it moving?
And why is it always those pseudo-Christians?
As Foxes and Wolves,
we will experience people like this in one stage or another.
They may direct the hate towards you, or may do it to someone else in front of you.
I think it is pretty annoying, especially when they think every Fox or Wolf wants to rape them.
It is usually the other way around, right?
When it comes to these homophobic people…