so i had an “aha” moment laying in the bed last night.
i was thinking heavy about the #beingmaryjane episode.
it was actually about “the curious” we meet as we navigate in our forests…
so you meet this wolf/fox/hybrid and he dings your senses.
he actually drops a quiet hint or two to let you know he is interested.
see the thing with him,
because of his upbringing or just never allowing his true feelings to show,
he stays deep within the closet.
he identifies as “straight” and has it down pact.
he never messed with the same sex before,
but he had an attraction for it.
this is where YOU come in.
step on up.
he sees you and you,
in all your glory,
made his attraction slowly come forth.
you don’t know who is secretly watching you.
trying to figure you out and get your attention out here.
so he starts wanting to be around you.
lookin’ in your eyes.
you ask him to do something and he rushes to do it.
he starts to stutter
all smiles when he sees you coming
“the process of the curious”.
see he is use to being bolder with vixens.
i mean that’s easy.
its in our “playbook” to go after them.
we know what to say to get them open.
hell you can fuck and make them cum.
bisexuality is a “thing”,
you is who he really wants.
no amount of pussy will stop his dick from getting hard.
he holds you higher than them even if he doesn’t show it.
you have the power and not even realizing it.
the only caveat: it may not happen.
prepare for that.
you open up the floodgates for his sexuality.
he is intimidated to approach you.
hell he is cool with you and intimidated.
his slow pace has nothing to do with you.
don’t blame or beat yourself up.
you are great.
its just the time and the place.
he may not be comfortable.
can he trust you?
will you out him?
is he a wolf, hybrid, or a fox?
is he now considered a “faggot” once he does something?
does he even want to fall in love with a man?
its a process when you are new and inexperienced to this life.
you don’t realize you look together.
some people are just not where we are yet.
they may not want to even go down that path.
strict backgrounds and homophobic parents.
all with the lessons they were taught.
you may actually be the “start” of them liking the same sex.
everyone has a “person” that made their dick hard when it wasn’t suppose to.
they may either accept their feelings later on down the road.
when they feel comfortable.
it could be you or some bold jackal in their territory.
they may not live their life in a prison,
using drugs and vixens to “temporarily” erase their feelings.
you know how it goes.
all you need to do is either:
a) take it slow and be a friend
reveal little things about who you are
make them comfortable enough to come out their comfort zone
b) move on
realize it may not happen,
but thats okay because at least you know you got him emotionally
nothing better than to have that
whatever you choose,
you will be okay.
my spirit told me this last night.
someone needed to hear it.
hell i needed to hear it.
it helped me.
i woke up today feeling happy and refreshed.
its like everything suddenly made sense.
i hope it did for you.