Has God finally cut me a break?
so it started this morning…
so the vp,
from one of the top fashion magazines,
came over to my department.
i have worked with her a few times.
she wanted to give me a magazine that wasn’t on stands yet.
as soon as she saw me:
“you look so handsome.
i love how you put yourself together.”
light blue dress shirt
dark blue vest
dark blue tie with white polka dots
dark blue pants
dark blue socks with white polka dots
dark blue trench
dark blue umbrella
a mixture of zara and h&m.
umbrella from duane reade.
i got invited to an event from one of our clients.
it was being held at a major hotel down the street from my job.
to be honest,
i was back and forth about going.
i was tired,
but i ended up making that the destination.
i invited the pretty vixen to tag along.
she was down.
i kid you not…
as soon as i entered,
so many people greeted me.
randoms who just wanted to talk to me
a majority were the whites.
three snow foxes were all over me.
not my type at all.
why couldn’t it have been one of the sexy models?
i just talked,
made eye contact,
and smiled at jokes i didn’t “get”.
i kept my body language open.
well they were grabbing up on my shoulders and rubbing my back.
“yeah they were definitely flirting with you jamari”
the fashion animals can be a little “bold” for my comfort.
i got business cards from each of them tho.
the pretty vixen was literally invisible as they were around me.
she reminded me this is the life i wanted.
to walk into a room and people lit up when they saw me.
the crazy part was that i wasn’t even shy either.
i was just being myself…
with the help of the orange and vodka.
liquid courage does help.
Why do I feel so sad?
i got that new adele from one of my readers.
it made me cry just now.