i read (  x an article ) that calls to suicide hotlines doubled.
many folks are reaching their breaking points.
it seems like shit is getting worse out here.
well it all got too real for the pretty vixen today.
she sent me a text that someone close to her job killed themselves.
how?
they jumped off the roof.
this is what she saw as she was going for lunch…
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i don’t like to think i know everything.
Lord knows i’m a virgin at a lot of things,
but i like to learn new shit to help me improve.
even if i’m called out and gotta look foolish.
so a few weeks ago,
i went out with my home vixen to a nice happy hour spot.
i wanted some fries and i asked the waitress…

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i am always super happy for my friend’s successes.
i have seen all of them go from nothing to something.
pose is out here becoming an entrepreneur.
i went to an event she threw and was so impressed with how commanded the stage.
i’ve seen her struggles so it was emotional for me to see where she is now.
karaoke just has her first condo up for air bnb,
purchased another,
and just got engaged.
my other home-vixen got her first home.
the pretty vixen…

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so i hope the foxhole is having a great thanksgiving today.
i know some of you are waiting to eat right now.
others have eaten so much they are waiting for their second wind.
a few have eaten,
probably dressed,
and ready to venture to a “black friday sale”.
then there are those,
like me,
who spent it without a family today.
 alone or at a friend’s crib.
well just know i’m here for you.
i went to lunch with the pretty vixen today.
i wanted soul food so we went to “x amy ruths“.
it was in my budget,
and i didn’t feel cooking or like being alone,
so why not?
sidebar: food was amazinggggg.
ya’ll gotta try their koolaid.
maybe it was my experience,
but i noticed something tho…

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someone said i was “beautiful” yesterday at the show.
totally shocked me,
but it was the universe doing.
God,
or whatever you believe in or don’t.
i was just discussing with the pretty vixen about it 2 hours early,
during intermission between mariah to lionel.
she said to me…

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decisions.
the path either goes:

left
right
straight
in a circle

whatever you choose will either get you to your destination:

faster
slower
back to where you started
not at all

it just takes one decision to change your life forever.
it’s valentine’s day and i have a lot of shit on my mind.
not on some “i need love” shit.
i’m good.
something else…
Continue reading “Left, Right, The Side, Down The Middle, or The Back Door” →