many people don’t know what kind of drunk they are.

happy drunk
flirty drunk
secret pop star performer drunk
hoe drunk
angry drunk
“may end up missing and never found again” drunk

…because sometimes,
you don’t realize who you are when you’re drunk:

until someone tells you the next day.

someone i know i first met completely out of control while drunk.
he was two parts friendly drunk,
but i peeped the one part angry drunk peaking out in moments.
he was so drunk,
he was making up shit and sounded really convincing while doing it.
the other night tho,
he got black out drunk and ended up…

…destroying a connection with a major ally the other night.

it was so bad,
he tried to fight the ally and his partner and the police had to get involved.
this ally is pretty well connected and was helping with his career too.
the wild part is:

he didn’t remember a thing until the morning.

by then?
he was already banished from everything.
i wasn’t there because God actually blocked me from going,
but i definitely heard about it.
the saddest part is he’s attached to someone everyone cares about,
which makes the fallout messier than the night itself.
it made me think about alcohol differently.
yes,
there’s the obvious dangers of hurting people physically.
many people are killed by drunk drivers daily,
but there’s another danger people don’t talk or font about:

the type of drunk that kills connections.

they say drunk actions = sober thoughts.
alcohol just removes the filter,
but when someone is blackout drunk,
are they truly not there anymore?
they tell us if we want to get a another male who might be curious to fuck,
the best way is to get some likka in him.
that kind of drunk is:

and you know those kind of drunks can go either or.
not only is that kind of drunk can get you thrown in prison but:

what if you get the type of drunk that kills you after they fuck you?

i’ve learned that some people don’t have a drinking problem…

they have a personality problem that alcohol exposes.

lowkey: i don’t drink and i don’t think i ever liked it.
i did it because everyone else was doing it.
i know.
i know.
i like a nice edible situation tbh.